What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

Lazy and unproductive today. Feeling so lonely, and stoned. Questioning some stuff, and a bit unsure.

 

[Springer80]

Feel like I have words in my belly that I need to share but my teeth feel glued shut. The more I try and determine what the feeling is about the more my jaw hardens. And the tide between the two pulls me physically, until I come to a physical and mental stand still and then to avoid how useless it makes me feel, I become soporific. What is it about this thing I can't seem to do? It's like that toy when your a kid hat you have to fit the square through the square hole but I can't see either and the shape is so tricky. And here I am talking about it, one step removed again. :banghead:

 

[ms spock]

I feel worn out. I did 2 Dips in the Ocean. I walked for an hour. I went to a new place on my own. I feel like the day has been productive and good.

 

[Ice_Fire]

Feeling shivery and kind of numb, but aware that I should be upset. Relieved to not have to go to school or work, as I don't think I could cope with socialising today.

 

[KP the nut]

I don't think I could cope with socialising today

(((HUGS))), allow yourself the day to self nurture. Sleep, watch TV, read or just watch the snow out of the window. Today it is about you, breathe.

I doing good today. I had a very lazy morning in bed with the dogs. I've taken a few snow photos and later I will catch up with my journal.

I'm feeling proud that I didn't freak out when H told me he'd mixed up course dates and he will be away over Easter, mistakes happen and I know he would have to be away for a week anyway.

I'm pleased that the community car journey I was due to do tomorrow has been cancelled, the snow here is still bad and more is forecast for tomorrow.

 

[Traumagirl]

Nadia, great job. Why are you studying musical theory?

I'm feeling sad and a bit hopeless today. Despair, that's the name for my feeling. If anyone has a spare hug, I could use one today.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm feeling a little apprehensive and nervous. New therapy appointment later today. Afternoons are generally not good for me physically, but that is the only opening they had.

Plus, I am trying to get up the nerve to call my aunt. She has basically ignored me since July. Maybe she has been expecting me to call. I don't know. But I feel I should at least break the silence and see what's up. Might be better then the monsters in my head.

((((Traumagirl))))

 

[Pencil]

I feel totally lost and alone, and wishing that there was someone to help me with all of my horror stuff.

Ditto

 

[safenow]

(((( greenfrog2 )))), (((( Pencil )))). I wish I lived close to both of you. That's my calling in life, to be there for others going through that same crap I used to go through. My problem was there was never anyone there for me. Sigh, so I do know that feeling.

Today, I am already paying for getting my home set up into a home again rather than a ward of the hospital. My body is hurting and I can't really move to much because of it. The good thing is, I can come here and talk to people I respect that know more about me than anyone outside of here.

 

[Chincho]

I feel like a square peg in a world full of round holes.

 

[safenow]

If you allow them, I'm sending you a safe, gentle hug, (((( Chincho )))).

 

[Kim500]

Hi everybody, I've really missed you all, but didn't realize how much until I got back on to post! My heart and prayers go out to all of you who are suffering so much right now! I give all, who would like them, warm and gentle hugs!:hug:

I'm not sure how I'm doing. I am trying to quit drinking today. It's not as bad as I thought, but I want the pain to go away so I run to the alcohol. It's an easy escape, but has bad consequences. So I'm just numbing out a little bit. Boy, the lengths I will go to to avoid pain!