What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CraftyCath]

((((((LauaieJ)))))) ((((((Hope)))))) :hug:'s to you both.

I am very tired today.The doctor took me off the Gabapentin I was taking for Restless Leg Syndrome and Cramp and has put me on Amitriptyline. The side effects are much less, just a very dry mouth, but I'm not sure it is working.

I get cramp in my calf occasionally, more so on the sole of my feet; but the worse is where my toes curl down on their own and stay that way for a while. it leaves me in pain and even wakes me up. Not nice at all.

The doctor said if the new drugs don't work I will have to see a neurologist.

Apart from that I'm doing really well.:tup:

 

[99Phoenix99]

Scared about my future, my health, and trying to gain financial independence. I'm overwhelmed.

 

[heidi]

PTSD blow out.

 

[Velvettte]

I wonder if it is a weird form of subconscious self harm.

That is an interesting thought KP ... maybe you are also subconsciously dipping a toe in the water to see if you are ready to come off them... perhaps not yet then. Hope the climb has been ok and you are 'feeling' more like yourself
regards

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Discouraged. Disappointed.

 

[Tanishq]

I am disappointed to see my stamina and endurance is low. This is why I suffer so much and if little things come in my I get tired too quickly. I want to work. I have to live so much. It has just started. But it is not good to have low stamina. It doesn't make me feel good.

 

[LaurieJ]

CraftyCath- Thanks for the hugs. They were put to good use and things got better.
I got home the other night and the computer worked properly so I applied for three jobs.

Today is a great day. I just got back from aqua aerobics and feel tired but good.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm frustrated, my body aches but I'm stressed out over getting things done. It's a challenge to take care of me before worrying about everything else.

 

[aka]

I am both disappointed and frustrated all at the same time. I have been trying to find a job before my last semester ends without any success. I have interviewed with two companies for positions that I already have a year experience doing and still didn't get the jobs. I also did a phone interview today and it really did not go well. I just froze and was unable to come up with any good examples for the questions they were asking. That and I got the feeling they were looking for someone with more "leadership" abilities. I hate those questions about leadership. I mean I have a hard enough time interacting with people in general so leading is not even considered as an option.

 

[rainy_daze]

So here I am leaving the house everyday, exercising, and living life. It's a little weird.

:) That's wondeful. Can I borrow your motivation?

I feel tired as I have been functioning on very high levels of stress for a few days. I feel hopeful about the future. I feel depressed, guilty and ashamed, for some reason, about failing at things I tried to do recently :( overwhelmingly so that I will write about it and take it to therapy.

Still; I do feel hopeful, and need to remember that.

Sending smiles to you all :eek: look out!

 

[ms spock]

I am so overwhelmed. The emotions around disconnection from people and family are so scary and lonely. My SI is strong at times. I feel like this will never end. This feeling is overwhelming. I am trying to remember it is just a feeling.

 

[Jacnic]

(((((((Ms Spock))))))) :hug: