What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

I feel gloomy, jaded and a bit overwhelmed to discover I still hold some pretty negative thoughts about myself, and that I have been projecting these onto people in my family, thinking that they think these things about me. It's spun me out a bit actually. I feel a bit threatened? I feel curious to look at them, but also scared I won't be able to replace them effectively and might need help with it. I felt sorry for myself earlier, but that has passed, and so has the bad feeling of realizing I am being negative in my thinking.

I'm feeling bitter and a bit down now. Thought I was doing pretty well, but right now it's as though a bubble has burst and I am more in reality with how I really am inside myself. I guess I am also feeling optimism at being aware of what I need to look at now though knowing that I am in a position to transform the thoughts.

I have all these fears that are coming up. I feel insecure that none of my friends will come to my exhibition, which I have invited them to.

I feel much better physically though, as the pain in my neck and mid-back area has finally subsided, thanks to the fisiocrem I've been applying, and some excellent massage that a friend gave me yesterday.

I feel very relieved to be able to come here and express my feelings. I feel grateful to have this support line.

 

[Philippa]

I'm also feeling a bit uncomfortable to learn that the women I de-friended has been invited to the exhibition where I will be putting up a couple of paintings. In one way I hope she comes and in another I hope she doesn't. I'm sure she is conflicted as well about it.

 

[Maggiemay]

Empty, numb, lonely, tearful...

 

[goingonhope]

Overwhelmed, stressed, enraged, afraid and disgusted.

 

[Froggie]

In serenity : my mother's doctor finally told her that when he'll get the results for her ct scan that she will be transferred to the Winnipeg Cancer Centre for her biopsy. Finally the word came out. She seems to be taking it ok, but I don't think she realizes how serious this can be as she has at least 3 tumors and one of them is easily felt when he touches her tummy.

 

[Abstract]

Emotionally bruised and slightly hyper. In physical pain and tired as a result. Feeling sick in that emotional, stomach way.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling abandoned, unsure and bad about not contacting my parents. Unsure that I am really doing the best thing here? A bit sick of sitting in front of the computer, and need to move. hesitant to go outside as it's been raining all day, but also keen to go to the studio and maybe hang out with some people there and socialize. I'm feeling like being social. I feel energetic but that I am wasting that energy. Not sure what to do with myself right now? I feel like eating sweet things, like cake or chocolate. A bit restless. I feel full and well fed and warm.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling like I can't keep going. Feeling like it is all too much.

 

[Deleted member 1860]

Depressed, alone, destitute, burdensome

 

[Froggie]

Relieved, my mom is starting to have some of her results coming in ... confirmed for ovarian cancer, waiting to see if there are other cancers. Relieved because we won't be facing a suicidal death as we thought it would be with her personnality.

 

[intothelight]

Tired beyond words....just completely mentally, emotionally and physically burned out!

 

[KatB]

In agreement with goingonhope and abstract and intothelight.

Lots of physical pain and emotional discomfort. Eyes hurt mildly. Worn out and breathless. Anxiety on high and lack of concentration.