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Right now I feel reflective. If that's an actual emotion. The house is quiet but not silent. For me there is a difference. And quiet is good. I have fresh hot coffee and I feel like being still within myself to enjoy the rare moment where I'm this calm. And I feel like writing. That's a good thing. That's a very good thing.
I am feeling thoughtful, happy and proud about my children. I'm feeling grief or loss maybe and random waves of feeling abandoned/alone. Also feeling confused and incredibly sad... over all not feeling 'normal' so guess I am 'speshul' today. :) :confused:
Confused, dissociated, and mind non-stop thinking of case and suicidal thoughts. I am really wiped out. I feel numb and sick. I am TIRED in more ways than one. So disconnected from home and family. I feel like I am in a fog. Hazey.
I am feeling better today. I'm not as upset and am more clear headed. I went for a walk and now realize that there are things I can actively do to help myself deal with grief. I am feeling the need to start running again. I used to be able to run a half mile a day. Baby steps and I'll get beyond that. I am feeling like it's time to start living again and not just going through the motions of every day life.