What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Froggie]

I feel hurt that I fell for the mind games that abuse perps played on me when I was younger. I wish I could go back in time, knowing what I know now, and befriend my child self. The psychological abuse I suffered in the past was cruel and vicious. I feel sad and angry!

We all feel that way - wishing we could go back and at least fight back with what we know now ... but now and then have a time barrier and a knowledge barrier ... the only way to go is to keep seeking help and in the long run one empowers their life under their conditions and therefore freeing themselves from those mean people. Best of luck ((((LionHeart777))))

 

[ms spock]

I have been feeling pretty low today. I have the suicidal ideation. I feel pretty hopeless.

 

[ms spock]

I wish I could go back in time, knowing what I know now, and befriend my child self.

I so relate to this Lionheart!

 

[Chincho]

I'm feeling exhausted, stressed, and deppresed.

My husband illness is bad enough. But also my mother, who emotionally abused me my whole life, has come to help take care of the children and her passive-agressiveness is getting on everyone's nerves.

 

[KP the nut]

It is ages since I've replied here. I have had some ups and downs and downs.

Now I'm back level (wherever that is) and I'm managing again. My mood has been greatly helped by the almost unreal hot weather we are having. I'm taking a lot of me time, especially as hubby is working away during the week. Weekends are nice, we cook and eat in the garden and maybe partake in some fermented grape juice :rolleyes:

So how am I feeling today, I'm feeling relaxed.

 

[franciemarnie]

Woke to Laura Nyro singing Buy and Sell in my head. A lot of her melancholy songs have been running over and over in my head. Probably because I have been feeling melancholy.

I feel pressure on the sides of my head and buzzing in feet. Will take salt bath. Feel sort of hopeful, but also fragile like my new plant. I feel tired and a little homesick. I am looking forward to the day. It was a long hard cold winter inside and out. Today is sunny and warm. Have the cold cave a bit inside my chest.

 

[Tanishq]

I am feeling worried.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm rested- for the first time in a couple weeks. Trying not to stress out over seeing the MD in a bit. I'm a few months late on that. I was afraid to go back, the MD focuses on my blood sugar and the antidepressant that worked great messed it up. No more wonderful sleeping-not-anxious-nor-sad pill for me. :(

 

[amethist]

Feeling much better and more relaxed as the days go by now.

 

[ms spock]

High anxiety then dropping of anxiety and it feels not so good.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am missing my husband today, so I am feeling down. I have a major project going on, I am in the process of painting my house. I hired some painters to do it for me. No more ugly green. I hope tomorrow is a better day.

 

[roaminggnome]

I feel stronger than I thought I was.