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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Numb - or perhaps it's 'removed'? Since sunday, or maybe saturday. 'Destructive impulses', as Zaniara called them, I guess, or maybe just new choices, they just seem logical and I don't feel any emotion about them. I am going through the motions, but even most of those are difficult and I'm viewing as quite meaningless. I've overheard a lot about running away lately, but don't get if that applies.
 
Slightly nervous. The neighbor is mowing his grass, again(doesn't need it according to me) and the last time he did I heard him hit something and later found a partial dead carcass on my window ledge. I want to run out there and tell him to be careful. But I know I'll just look like the crazy lady next door. It took me a day or two to get that image out of my mind.
 
Still working through my emotions concerning the counselor I used to see. I shed some tears and then I began to voice out loud the words, even though I will not see her again, how could you?

So, am allowing those thoughts come and then putting words to them, like could you think that I would take a job where you work? Don't you think I would feel obligated to you? I asked you if I said no, if you would still be able to see you, and you told me yes. How could you then bring it up to me, that I turned down the job there and the letting go continues!
 
Yesterday, I asserted my right to an apology and received one in full. I am still riding a wave of happiness over that one. hahahaha. :):happy::D It occurred to me (for the first time), that I had a right to an apology, so I made a simple request, stating my reasons... and my friend took full blame. *(for an incident that had occurred between us). I feel closer to this friend as a result and dare I say it????....:eek: :nailbiting:.........I feel proud of myself. :wideeyed:

I also am feeling grateful for my forum friends who are always so compassionately supportive, generous, and caring!!!
I feel blessed by y'all...(and yes, I am a southern man and I say "y'all"), :):laugh::roflmao: I would not be doing so well without the support I receive here and I am sincerely grateful!!!).

Wishing all peace, healing and comfort,
:hug:'s
Lion
 
I am feeling far enough improved from last night and therefore somewhat stronger in multiple aspects in order to set out to accomplish some necessary work, calls and communications today.

I did not choose the ER, nor my epi-pen last night. I do not fully yet understand (especially while amidst its symptoms) my allergy and what's my allergic reactions as opposed to possible other symptoms and reactions.

I am feeling 100% more hopeful this morning so long as I redirect myself and soon get busy with things which need to get done.
 

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