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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

About 4:15am where I am. I'm feeling pissed and crabby. Some goon with a loud muffler, parked and sat in his car for about twenty minutes and work me up! I went to the window and tried really hard to send him thought-messages that he was being an a-hole and to go away, but he wouldn't listen :arghh; :banghead: :devilish:
 
I feel heavy and sad. I feel rejected and forgotten. I feel broken damaged and unloveable. I feel mentally emotionally and psychologically exhausted. I'm going in circles with distorted thoughts again. I feel like the distorted thoughts won't ever go away. I feel like I'm hitting my head against a wall. I feel like I'm not getting anywhere. I hate how I feel. I want to feel better. I'm going to keep fighting the distorted thoughts because I know if I don't I'll only feel worse. I feel caught and stuck between fighting the distorted thoughts and giving in to them and feeling worse. I feel like I have no idea how I'm going to fight the distorted thoughts today because I feel so tired and defeated.
 
Blackbird, Madhater and Mercy - It sucks being in a "bad" spot. I hate it. Just want to extend a hug, if you'd like one, let you know I wish you well, and hope that things change a bit for each of you.

As for me, I'm grumpier than H today because of the early morning a-hole. I know I can't change other people. There's not much one can do about inconsiderate people at 4am and you're in your PJs. I feel like slashing his tires. I won't. However, I am going to write a letter (or maybe I'll write on a big poster) what the sound of his car has on me twenty feet away from my bedroom window and remind him there are lots of places he can park that are away from people's bedroom windows.
 
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There are moments I feel I just want to crawl back to bed. I'm wondering if this feeling will ever go away. I have about a month left of one of my anti depressants and then I can't take it anymore. Cost is prohibitive. It was bad before, but now it is going to be even worse. I hope this doesn't increase the going back to bed feeling. I just want it to stop.
 
Feeling very frustrated with cataracts, I have a hard time reading as the letters become blurred and I can't read. I'm looking forward to the operation to remove those cataracts. I feel vulnerable. One evening, my daughter picked me up so I could do my grocery. Once at the store, I couldn't read my list, My daughter did my grocery shopping. Even writing this post is difficult as I have to take more time to make sure that I don't make mistakes. :arghh; :mad: :wtf:
 
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