What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[amethist]

Happy Birthday Cat, have a great night out.

Congratulation on your 1 year anniversary in your job too.

Amethist

 

[catjudo]

Relieved and grateful. Grateful for my GPS. After leaving the museum earlier and getting into the car I must have dissociated to some degree. The museum was full of people and not where I needed or wanted to be today. I think getting back to my car was a relief and allowed my mind to check out for a short while. I "came to" and discovered that I had driven well past where I should have gotten onto the highway. I was unsure of where exactly I was, but my handy dandy GPS let me know exactly how to get back home from where I was. I'm very thankful that I have it. It makes events like the one today much less scary.

 

[AthenaErdmann]

Congratulations, Cat!

Today I'm feeling mostly hopeful and surprisingly little stressed (yet) regarding the vacation time our family will soon be getting together.

I also feel frustrated about my "writer's block" regarding my trauma diary (please search Trauma Members for "Athena's Path", if you can spare a moment - I really could use some support with this one).

And I miss the time when I had at least three hours of own time in the morning, even though being a full time mom has it's excellent sides, too.

 

[cherryblossom]

I had a bit of a better time over the last few days, I felt a bit more relaxed. But now the anxiety is back and I feel like crap again. I wish this rollercoaster would stop. I need a break from all this shit.

 

[cherryblossom]

I know this isn't really how 'I'm feeling'.

But I'm wondering whether my voice still works, since I haven't had anyone to talk to for days. I don't even feel quite crazy enough to talk to myself yet..... maybe that will happen in a day or 2 !!

 

[James B.]

I am feeling *amazed* that, my internet service company actually *did* get me my modem today via ups. I am also feeling *amazed* that I was right, and the service to my house hasn't been switched on at the hub out front. (!)

I went through three tech support people, and it *seems* that sometime *this wedesday* (!!!) I may in fact get my ground dsl pipe hook up. Wow.

I *feel* a sense of wonderment at all the marvels of technology..

and how *simplified* my little life has become...no, wait - I *feel grateful* that the corporate blood suckers only tried to get me for two days of service, without having to provide the bandwidth...BUT - I will be in touch with their accounting department, to recitfy their greedy little *error*. Better yet, I will let my Trust officer *feel* gratified by the oppotunity to rip 'em a new one.

Then (drumroll) *once connected!* I can immediatly download Ubuntu linux, burn it to CD, slam the CD in the optical drive, and let it completely *destroy* winXP...and probably do a fine job as a web/internet OS running on a 30gig partition.

And *finally* then, I *will* have the ability to actually make use of this awesome site and resource that Anthony has so brilliantly put together...

Amen.

 

[Deleted member 5760]

You're having a day like mine arent ya sweetheart..

'Calm blue ocean.. calm blue ocean... calm blue ocean'

*hugs*

 

[Artista]

Tired (what's new). Self doubt and hard on self. Keep feeling I am not enough... Can't do anything right most days. Onto another day.

 

[Jade-]

I'm feeling mixed emotions from writing in my trauma diary. The truth hurts so much.

 

[growingpains]

Stressed (yeah yeah very funny ;) ).

 

[cat]

Ecstatic!

My new Grandson, Ollie, was born at 15.27 today, weighing 7lb 6ozs. Another good reason to be alive & beat PTSD!

Life is feeling good today!

 

[amethist]

Congratulations Cat. Hope mum and Ollie are doing well.

Amethist