What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[James B.]

I am feeling very emotionally open, with some grief catharsis happening as I write - for me, this is valuable feeling, a feeling of readiness.

My feelings about grief catharsis is that these are some of the most profound and memorable sensations of my life. I am recognizing grief catharsis as a gift that all human beings have, a gift that has deep spiritual significance to me.

In terms of the sum of my life experiences, the process of greiving is a saving grace, a salvation from the darkness and an openness to the light.

As far as my life goes - it blows everything else out of the water in terms both of its power, and its importance to my health. Nothing else I have experienced even comes close.

And so, with Jesus by my side, let the catharsis begin, bring it on and let it happen. I have been a fool to stand it its divine way for so very long.

Sincerely,
James B.

 

[Iam]

Wow James.......way to go! I hope you are able to receive comfort from Jesus as you walk thru and process everything. How wonderful to feel His presence and healing balm!

 

[James B.]

I am sick inside with the poison of hatred. It has been slowly killing me for many many years - I cannot find a way out of these hideous feelings I have for my abusive brothers, my siblings - for what they did to my sister and I.

Let the radiance and divine light shine into my battered soul...

A part of me is dying, has been in its death thros for years, and I welcome its demise - it is the false shell I had to build to deal with my abuse and its effects,
And the running and denying and the lying that nearly killed me, many times.
I am splitting open, ripping apart, and praying that Jesus Christ my personal saviour will help show me the way to the light - it is the only chance on Gods earth that I have. And I know it.

No way I can do it alone, no way...

 

[somegirl]

James,

Congrats on being able to identify what you are feeling inside.

It is fantastic that you are challenging the demons in you.

Please know that one way or another, you are facing these things because you alone are ABLE to face them, square on, and defeat them!

I believe that, whole heartedly. Besides, you know this yourself. This is just a reminder... a friendly reminder.

If you feel yourself sinking, take a walk, take a breathe, do what it takes to remind yourself of why you are here, what you have accomplished, how far you've come and the unknown good you are undoubtedly going to face. You must!

Maybe a stangers smile or kind word will take you to that place.

Hate is such a short term emotion. Remind yourself what has brought you here and where you will go from here. That, is anywhere but pain :)

Believe in the rollercoaster of life :)

Have faith in its direction. God is with you as you have asked for His guidance.

You will receive what you need; being by yourself is not always being alone.

 

[James B.]

I feel greatful for your thoughts, somegirl Thank you for taking the time to share them. It really means a lot to me, and you wrote such very nice and very true words. In turn I sincerely wish the very best for you as well, always...

James B.

 

[amethist]

Tonight I am feeling calm, peaceful, relaxed and so looking forward to my week off work. Sat here with our patio door open listening the the Goldfinches singing their head's off on th top of the trees in our garden. Wonderful.

Only one appointment to go to with hubby, the rest of the week has no plan made, just take it as it comes. This weekend I am spending time with our grandchildren, Taking Harry out tomorrow and Kayleigh is staying tomorrow night, I am going to take her out for the day on Sunday.

This is when I remember what makes me smile the most.

Amethist

 

[amethist]

Completely shattered, 2 hectic days with my grandchildren and now it is too hot to sleep. But it was good to see hubby playing football with Kayleigh last night and to see the tear in his eye when Harry (He is only 3 1/2) told him he was a special granddad.

Hubby now has the connection with him, that he has waited so long for.

Amethist

 

[amethist]

Tired, angry and so sad to see my husband in crisis mode.

Angry because this would not be happening if the idiot who crossed his path, rushing to park up his transporter before he ran out of driving time, had just taken a few more seconds to check the road.

So sad to see my husband suffering like this.

Tired because of an unrestful night, keeping my husband from going over the edge.

Amethist

 

[goingonhope]

Much fear.
Much physical stress and pains.
A teeny bit of hope.
Enough will to live, to get through another day.

 

[cat]

Angry
Vulnerable
Sad
& very tired!

 

[goingonhope]

At this hour: I feel sad, dazed and confused. Also, Life is so exhausting! And, I feel worn out and with much eye, shoulder and neck pain.

 

[externalsmile]

I'm feeling tired, stupid, useless and feel like I want to run away.

I have to go to a social event today and I no more want to but I know I need to get out so feeling anxious about that incase certain people are there.