What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Jade-]

Right now I feel like I'm sitting on the fence, trying to balance myself. Eventually I'm gonna lose my balance and fall .....and I don't even care anymore.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Hi Jade,
I care and so do a lot of other people. It is awful and hard, but hang on. Thinking of you! Hugs! PH

 

[seedling]

I have deep, deep misgivings. Paranoid. Afraid I won't be able to see it coming.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Depressed, lonely, sad.
I feel those damn suicidal thoughts invading my mind.
Feel like calling a friend...can't do it.
Feel like being held....won't happen.
I feel scared.

 

[goingonhope]

Devastated and crushed for the umpteenth time. There is nothing worse then regularly being forced to witness mind-rape, being mind-raped yourself, right there and then, and just begged, pleaded and antagonized, practically demanded to join the hostiles. It's like the thinking and motivation goes something like: "Laughing turns to tears", and if it doesn't, I'll make damn sure it does.

Feeling hurt, betrayed and impotent.

 

[goingonhope]

Feeling better then before. Still hurt, betrayed and impotent, but feeling and thinking better and clearer then before.

 

[cherryblossom]

Feeling shocked and upset

 

[Jade-]

Feeling sad. Feeling disappointed. Feeling about 5 or 6 yrs. old. Feeling like shit.

 

[Caz]

I feel like I am running on vapors. Today I feel more awake but still inherently tired. I feel like that wont go away.

 

[Sethe]

Right now I feel indifferent. I think I'm blocking a lot. Earlier this morning I felt validated, then very depressed- heavy feelings. I also felt like everyone was laughing at me.

 

[cat]

I'm feeling good & very very grateful for my recovery. It's not perfect but what is!

Life is feeling good again.

I hope these feelings come for the rest of you soon, hold on in there, it will happen when you're ready.

 

[Jade-]

Today I feel like I'm screaming on the inside with no way to be heard or understood on the outside.

My soul is aching. It's yearning to be released from this painful existence. Yet it's doomed to remain here.

I feel broken and defeated. I feel like I've completely hit rock bottom and people are kicking me in the head to make sure I don't even try to get back up this time even if I wanted to.