What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Hope4Now]

Triggered by my own exiled inner children. Overwhelmed. Trying to slog through. You know...put one foot in front of the other...Inspired by Easter service and beautiful flowers and some brief but real connections with some people at church. Dreading big family dinner...would rather dive under my covers and sleep the rest of the day.

 

[ninja]

Feeling pretty good, but a bit in need of some space from my dad. He had hip surgery last Monday and has resorted to a more exaggerated version of his usual hurt, little child type behavior. His self-centeredness really gets to me. Beyond this, I'm just tired. My brain/body needs a new sleep button.

Thankfully I will be getting away tonight.. going to have easter dinner with a good friend. :)

 

[franciemarnie]

Sneezy. Feet cold. Tired. Mentally okay. Emotionally quiet veering more towards content than not. Looking forward to walk in sun.

 

[Tinyflame]

I feel afraid and worried because of rage in household over sister angry at bf who acted like a jerk. I feel tired and hurt by the verbal and emotional abuse directed at me. I feel bad about myself that maybe I am the 'freak', selfish useless etc etc I am called. I feel somewhat angry or frustrated this occurs on most holidays. I feel afraid because I spoke back and now the rage or repercussions will worsen. I feel grateful it's not 'abnormal' to feel childlike about some things. I feel exhausted at what I have to get done before work tomorrow. I feel sick to my stomach, a migraine and dread and fearful of what the rest of the day will hold as per my sister's return. I feel worry for her, and sadness. I feel sad myself. I feel underlying grief.

 

[Hope4Now]

I feel very very conflicted about big family dinners. Way too many agendas and me feeling caught in all of them. But also so very grateful to have family and food and shelter.

 

[Britt.f7]

I didn't have much time to feel anything today. I was busy making dinner for my kids and father in law(my husband had to work) for Easter. I am now resting. I guess I feel accomplished, because I did all of the dinner by myself and it turned out. Because of my illness my husband has taken over cooking, so this was something different for me. I also helped him repair our faucet, because, of course, that broke after dinner! I feel capable and useful.

 

[KP the nut]

After a rough few months I am feeling relieved that I am managing and for the most part coping.

I am still very angry that my daughters attacker has not been found.

 

[ms spock]

Exhausted by a busy day.

 

[ms spock]

Very, very tired today after a big day out and three events attended.

 

[Deleted member 10686]

Extremely irritable. Anxious. Ready to quit this temp job. It's become too much for me. Had a flashback at work yesterday. Don't want to go back.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I got a phone call from my sister and she is immersed in all sorts of problems. She does not know what she will do. She was crying. I cannot afford to help her although she did not ask for any help. I have been praying for them all day. I feel so sad that she is losing her home and she does not know what she is going to do.

I feel so sad for all of them. I feel some anxiety over this. I survived better than her. But I am worried about her too.

I was feeling pretty good before the phone call.

I think she has run out of options and may go homeless this time. Her health is very bad, her daughters health is very bad and her daughter has a autistic child that is out of control. I just feel so sad and helpless and powerless and guilty because I cannot help her but call her to check up on her.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling anxious today.

Being back at my place is hard.

I am not sure if I am doing okay with it all.