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@Britt.f7 ...sometimes my feelings concerning the past come out, like steam from a pressure cooker. I make sure the gauge is a civilized selection, let out the little toxins and then feel less pressure. Be gentle on yourself, you are accomplishing so many new growths.:hug:
I feel like sitting next to Brit and letting a little steam out too so we can make music together!
Fighting feelings of disappointment and the usual "why should I expect different as I am not worth it". The truth is I am worth it and we each make our own choices and working to stay committed to my own choices and not cave to the negatives.
I woke up feeling discouraged by my weight and my husbands attempt to make things better by suggesting a walk. Almost dug my heels in rebellion. Now that I have taken my meds I feel better about the idea of walking. It's not so scary.
Keeping myself in check as I am feeling defensive. I take people at their word and even if it seems like a little thing, continued failure to make the little promises make me extremely distrustful. Trying to keep it in perspective because it is spreading like the ripples from a stone dropped in the water. Too many stones and it becomes a wave.
Under pressure...(some guys who answered to my contact ad are stressing me with pictures, accusations (because I didn't respond the same day) or even their imaginations about the relationship...)...that was never my intention! :banghead:
I feel unworthy and I feel nothing at all...I just took a shower with too hot water...I felt at least the heat...