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I wish you all love and strength - hang in there and, if you will accept them, gentle hugs. :hug:
I am buzzing!
I went to a private screening of a film I was in last year about the real Robin Hood. I was an extra along with my H, my son and a few other re-enactors. I played a forester in the morning and a medieval soldier in the afternoon. It was such a fun day and because we had lines we were credited at the end of the film and they showed our pictures too!
It was just so exciting! The other actors, historians and musicians were wonderful and we have made many friends. The producer and director were brilliant and the outtakes hilarious! (yours truly is in one!). ;):whistling:
It is a low budget film and they are trying to get it on TV in the UK next year and then onto DVD.
After the screening we went back to the directors house for drinks and a chat and had such a wonderful time.
And guess what? We are hoping to make some more! :woot:
After such a bad time recently this has been a real turning point for me.
@CraftyCath Thank you for the hug, and congrats on your awesome part in the film- sounds like a fabulously fun time!
I managed to get through everything yesterday and I'm glad I did. The evening plans were a benefit for a lovely family in need. Some other friends showed up and it turned into a double dose of helping others- they needed a bit of support to feel comfortable being there. I don't know that I'll ever be able to tell them how that helped me too- it brought my truest sense of self out of hiding. I'd forgotten that I feel the most like 'me' when I'm able to offer encouragement and love to others.
I'm feeling uneasy because I just spent a lot of money on Christmas. I probably went overboard. In fact I know I did. The rush felt good while it was happening, but now is the time of the crash. I probably shouldn't have.
Feeling very tired....I woke up at half past three in the morning and couldn't get back to sleep....it has been like this since the weird announcement of my new chief - and I'm feeling scared that I might get worse sleep problems again.
tired, had busy day... woke up too early... took a nap, up in time to go to therapy... walk on the beach since it was 64 degrees here ... unseasonably warm, went shopping, got my non alcoholic beer, and just tell me when its bed time
I feel empty and yet I feel like I could cry for no apparent reason. I don't know how to explain feeling empty and full (of sadness) at the same time....it's a bit weird.