What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling so much better today than I did yesterday. I feel really excited about all of the truth and realizations I am getting to help me find the better way of living my life.

 

[Spiderallis]

Exhausted again, not that I got much done. Emotions are still coming out as feeling rather ill, it turns into physical discomforts faster than I can recognize anything.

 

[Lionheart]

Doing better today, thanks to forum friends and also to my sister for supporting me, and for sharing both words of caution and wisdom with me. I may not have met Ms Right yet, but I am not giving up!!!

I will find love again or rather, it will find me. I will continue to grieve over lost opportunities, until the sadness and feelings of doubt completely pass.

Mostly I am hopeful but I am also sad that my last relationship was so hurtful and toxic. Still, I will keep on keeping on and today, I feel strong and ready to carry on with the things I know I need to do to take care of myself.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling very good and normal today which is fine by me. I am learning and growing and realizing so many things about myself. I feel wonderful for the new growth.

 

[Hansgrohe]

I'm feeling... beautiful. Today I kinda realized how beautiful and physically attractive I really do look, which is kind of rare for me (probably due to awful trauma). I just gotta keep working on what I have.

I'm also feeling hopeful. I'm feeling like a real massive change is about to happen in my life, and while it may be somewhat turbulent, in the end it's going to be very, very positive. One thing I want to do: make real friends. Most of my real friends are online. I've realized what a cold, dark, and evil place school can be, but one thing I've always wished was to experience that teen bonding. I never did, but I'm determined to slowly, but steadily build great relationships. I'm looking for fun, to. Just something that is the opposite of what I usually experience.

 

[jaccat]

A positive start to the day after getting feedback for an assignment I handed in for my writing course. Mostly good, and what constructive criticism there was I felt able to handle. Also managed to pass on some of the good feeling to a friend who helped me with the assignment, after I mentioned it in my commentary and got an 'excellent' back from my tutor.

I feel like after barely being being able to write for nearly a year I may finally be finding myself again.

 

[intothelight]

Edgy and exhausted which feels weird as they seem to be opposites. Committed to getting out and walking today as I know it will help with both.

 

[Nighthawk]

More rain

 

[Hansgrohe]

Strangely hopeful. I'm usually not an optimist, but for some reason I'm feeling that the future has a lot of good things in store, despite the potentially treacherous road ahead. I'm also feeling a sense of determination: a sense of actually living live and feeling good.

 

[Spiderallis]

Depressive stuff is getting pretty bad, like to the point where I know it's a real problem. 'Real problem' is a poor choice of words for it, can't think well enough to find a better phrase. Scary depressed. I know I'll be okay again at some point, so I don't want to ask for help. Someone else might need that help, someone that's not used to this, someone that doesn't know it isn't forever.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel like I am maintaining a letting go of two people in my family. I am struggling and have to work very hard to let go of the drama and continue on with my life that I am now living. I am feeling very hurt and so tired of the head games. There is nothing that I can do either but keep me distant from the both of them.

I realized that now as I am a widow, I do not have to be bound to the dysfunctional rules of my husbands family and I am very fed up with my sisters drama and chaos.

I am in a brand new place in my life and I do not have to do anything ever again with either one of them. I feel relief for this time of peace for me.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

:confused: Confused. :confused: