What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[moonbeam]

Tired. Frustrated. Annoyed. Sad.

Mostly exhausted.

 

[Spiderallis]

Trying really hard to keep myself distracted. The hurting hollow miserable part might be quieter if I find nice little things to fuss over.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling numb and insecure - because of my new medication. They begin to work and I don't feel myself anymore. I'm so neutral that I can't handle myself. I have problems to relax during sex. My tension is still the same and my amnesia as well. ...the only thing that changed is that I'm too calm and neutral inside. I can't even listen to music anymore because of the numbness.

I'm feeling frightened because my doctor only told me that we could just increase the dose. But I don't want that - I don't feel comfortable with the medication. Everyone says I'm calmer, but ...it's like being dead inside. I have to tell him that I want to discontinue the medication...I agreed with my best friend that we will observe my state for the coming three weeks and then we will decide if I make an earlier appointment or not.

It feels like I failed....and I even don't know what exactly.

 

[cindymolly]

I am feeling out of sorts and functioning very dazed

 

[Anrish]

Determined, more alive....

 

[moonbeam]

Like shit.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Proud of myself for going without my cane all morning while I vacuumed and mopped. Felt GOOD!!!

 

[Spiderallis]

Too tired to be nervous- I had to shovel snow before taking a practice drive to see where I'm going tomorrow. Mornings are not my strong suit, so I'll fuss over getting everything ready ahead of time. My newly former T called, I was as polite as I could be in letting her know that I'm no longer her client. It was a major effort. I did good, but that's not making a dent in the miserable yucky depressive horrible feelings.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I feel really good in spite of the things going against me and my family at the moment. I realized that I am calm and relaxed and feel competent to handle what the future holds for us.

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

I am feeling a lot of rage and resentment for no apparent reason. I'm not angry at anyone or anything in specific.
I am thinking it's hormones, them freaking hormones have been bothering me all month, instead of just during that one week they should be confined to (!!!).

Nevertheless it's very unsettling. I wake up feeling like a complete bitch. Like I really want to have a nice good bitch at people just to make them feel lousy. I'm not going to, but the feeling is pretty intense. Urghh...

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling better since I made a clear decision about my medication.

I'm feeling unchallenged. I'm too quick for my work...I have to work on my thesis in secret so I don't work too few hours.

 

[ms spock]

I feel like I am actually here. I am not dissociated. I am not feeling like I am not real or the that the world are not real. I am here. It is not easy, but I can do things now. I am a person, I am a woman that is here and can do things. I can actually cope with stuff as well.