What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Teasel]

:) I promise I will if you do too :) xx

 

[ButterflyDisco]

@Berlinda i will too..this helps me, i wrote it a long time ago...well, 2 years ago...but thats a long time to me...
There will always be someone who wants to hurt you, or destroy you, and sometimes it's you who wants to hurt yourself...but no matter what, as we stand staring at an unforgiving mountain, dreaming of the summit, all it takes is a step...and before you know it, your climbing, and the summit wont seem so high, and the mountain wont seem so unforgiving.

 

[Britt.f7]

Relieved. Kind of disoriented. Had a therapy session. We figured out that my spending is all on stuff that will make me look good(as much as possible), hence leaving the house. Yet, I still don't like to leave the house. So what am I doing? Maybe I am heading in that direction. To stop spending my next purchase has to be an in store purchase, not online. I'm scared.

 

[Ronin]

The urge to just do a runner still didn't subside, so I'm distracting it.

 

[Ronin]

Today i am hopeful, i saw a dr and ate a meal, i am less hungry, and but still scared...im not sure why i feel like a contrediction all the time, i have hope tho...and hope is everything in this world...

I'm not sure if it's not bad to comment on this (as in counter productive to your healing) but I'm proud of you for meeting with your doctor and for eating and having hope for the future. Well done.

 

[Tinyflame]

((((((( @Anrish ))))))) ((((((((( @Britt.f7 )))))))) ((((((( @Spiderallis )))))))) & all who could use a hug. :hug:

 

[Britt.f7]

@Junebug Hugging you back, thank you! :hug:

 

[anonymous]

Thank you @Junebug ! ...I wish I could respond in a more suitable way, but I don't feel enough at the moment...sorry, my friend.

I feel cut off...from the world, my body. I don't feel my fingers typing these words, I have to force my eyes to focus on the screen and to force my neck to keep my head up on my shoulders. I feel like just sitting here and staring into nothing...like not feeling at all....being deserted.

 

[anonymous]

And I feel stupid because I accidently clicked on the "anonymous" button and didn't want to...

 

[Anrish]

Again...now, I feel totally stupid. I rather go to bed and stare at the wall. Don't feel like anything.

 

[ButterflyDisco]

im broken today, its been a long, long day...

 

[Spiderallis]

Thanks @Junebug and let me give you a hug for being soo sweet.

Today? I'm all over the place, from angry to sad to avoidant then scared and ashamed because I'm afraid of things that aren't really there and generally 'not okay' all while dealing with a meds adjustment. I'm having a hard time remembering that I live in the present reality. It's taking a lot of conscious effort to do that today and I'm tired.