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I know I am grieving over the loss of having had a family, finally. I'm sure I opened that wound when I called and left a message for my sister, but it needed to be done for my healing.
@Let It Be: Sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad at the moment. ...do always remember that healing is a hurtful process but it is likely that you will feel better later. Just take your time for healing, so your inner wound can heal. Sending you some soothing hugs.
I'm feeling blah I guess you could say. I'm tired again not sure how well I slept last night I'm assuming I tossed and turned all night with how tired I am. And today has been a looooooonggggg day and it's only going to get longer
I'm trying to convince myself this is a tolerable level of anxious. Friends invited me to brunch. Brunch is a new thing to me, I used to sleep until noon everyday and always missed it. Afterwards mom and I are going to mow my lawn, so that's adding a bit of stress too.
Torn. Slightly depressed. My 19 year old son and I am still arguing. We do everything for him. He doesn't pay rent, and owes us for a speeding ticket he got that we paid and yet he won't repaint the porch. Said he did it before. How does he think things get done? Sometimes you have to do them over. Frustrating. I hate arguing. It reminds me of old times.