What Bad Shit Have You Done - Daily, As it Comes To You, Your Past, Lets Be Honest

[WildMermaid]

I tried acid at 15 and had a terrifying night.
I took swigs from bottles of alcohol when I was a kid.
I stood over my stepfather's bed when I was 5 holding a long sharp pair of scissors in both hands and tried to steal myself up to stabbing him -many nights- my thinking was at least my brother and mother might get away.
I hated myself (almost) every morning for not killing him.
I made out with a boy at church. <.<
I started trying to kill myself when I was a little kid by covering my head with blankets, and burying my face in a pillow, so I couldn't breathe.
i tried to kill myself at my Gramma's house :( with the hammer she kept by the bed. If I had succeeded i would have destroyed her.
i slept with a 23 year old that treated me like crap when i was 16 and had a boyfriend. yep. those are a few...

 

[Deleted member 487]

I forgot to go to church on Easter Sunday. I'm going to Purgatory for that.

Jesus still loves you no matter what.

 

[Ronin]

... it just occured to me fighting in churches might count. In my defense, I kept out of altars and statues of saints weren't destroyed either, and I don't have much respect for people who wreck them purposefully.

 

[Ladyghosthunter]

I love the different faiths here!! Awesomeness.

Okay, here's my diddies:
I was one huge pothead in high school.
I ran naked through a church.
I cut my arms when I was 5 by accident.
I watch The Walking Dead (enough said).
I overspent a lot and I got into a huge debt.
I got married twice and a third time is going down the tubes quick. I'm getting too old for this sh(t.
I shot better than my ex husband and he was pissed off so bad. I think that was part of the divorce.....
I can curse worse than a sailor but can love and forgive like our Lord.

Oh, and I've seen too many shitty concerts.

Heather

 

[WildMermaid]

eep if walking dead is a "bad" thing, this list will get so long i'll never finish writing it. O.o

 

[ihateusernames]

Oh boy. I don't know if I want to respond to this one...

-Eh, what the hell. I worked at a country club in college and acted as a sometimes (illegal, underage) bartender. I used to- oops- mix too much margarita in the blender, so I'd have to drink the extra. Every time. And y'know, I also had to add an extra shot to my cup cuz... well, I have no excuses for that.
-I have quite the potty mouth.
-I am super judgmental. I am always judging folks. I kind of hate that about myself. Does that count as more judging??
-I frequently talk bad about my friends to my husband and family members even though I love them and certainly don't find any of their faults worse than (or nearly as bad as) my own.
-That's better than what I did as a little kid. I used to attack my friends over relatively minor things. Beat the crap out of them, bite, claw...
-The first "love of my life" turned out to be married. Divorced with a kid and remarried, actually. The guilt really grated on me and I couldn't keep going that way for too long, I had a conscience then, HAHA, but I did it when I did it.
-The first year I was married I had this intense sexual attraction thing going with a guy I worked with so when he quit the job he got back in touch with me and we wound up hooking up. My husband knew what was going on, he's into that sort of thing, but I wasn't. I felt like the worst person ever. So then
-Hooked up with dude from internet after that out of warped sense of guilt, got pregnant, terminated. Ahem, yeah...
-"Open" relationship for several years after that involving mostly married men whose wives did not know while my husband did.
They are all about sex, how completely f*ed up...
-Had to drop out of law school due to husband's depressive episode, paid bills through prostitution until I found a full time job. Yeah, this is fun *sarcasm*

Alright, that's enough. I'm out. There are a lot of minor things and there are also some major things that I don't think I'll ever feel comfortable posting here.

 

[ihateusernames]

No, here's two more that genuinely haunt me although maybe they don't sound like much to somebody else.

-Made a flippant remark about a friend's recovery from substance abuse to a mutual friend. I didn't know what else to say. I should have just kept my mouth shut. She probably doesn't even know I said it, but I feel awful still many years later.

-Harassed and picked on a girl in middle school because she was a "weirdo" and she annoyed the hell out of me even though there were big, bright neon signs pointing to her being abused and neglected and living with religious fanatics/possibly in a cult. That girl has been at the top of my prayer list ever since I got the sense to realize that she should be, but I was in a position to make an actual positive impact at one point and I did exactly the opposite.

 

[Chava]

Broke four windows...and other stuff, but the broken windows are the crazy asshole stuff I liked best.

 

[ButterflyDisco]

-Moderated a proana forum
-Slashed a man's tires...but only 3...insurance doesn't cover it unless u slash 4...he grabbed his kid's arm hard and dragged him...
-Peed on a computer, blamed a cat
-Tried to hang myself
-Stole countless food items from stores when i wasnt getting fed
-Held a knife to my dad's throat and contemplated killing him...didnt....he was asleep
-Had bad thoughts about girls...
-Bit a dr
-Lied online in the past, claimed to be a 30 year old architect or a 20 year old artist
-Punched a nurse
-Purged countless times
-Insulted a minister
-Swear constantly
That's all i can think of...hmm, i do bad stuff...

 

[Deleted member 1860]

I forgot to go to church on Easter Sunday. I'm going to Purgatory for that.

Me either but I went to Maundy Thursday and Good Friday services. I think I'm good. :-)

 

[ButterflyDisco]

Purged several times today...

 

[moonbeam]

Lied. A ton. Especially when I was younger.

Stolen a few things. Mostly as a kid. And a bunch of stuff when I was 19. The worst I think was irreplaceable family photos I took from my dad. I wasn't even in them but until social media they were the only photos I had of him, his wife and my stepsister. Oh yeah I got her to lie to my dad a few times.

I pushed a mentally retarded boy when I was 8. I was afraid of him because I thought he could see through me. I'm really really not proud of this. Any of it but especially not this.