I assumed I was "crazy" aka mentally ill for a while a couple years ago when the s hit the fan. I was told I was, after all, and treated for it - which did nothing for me, it certainly didn't improve my mood or attitude or outlook or resolve my deep despair and anguish over the situation.
And I deeply, deeply feared and resented "mental illness" as a diagnosis, as a label, as a concept, as an entity in my life I had to deal with. "Before" things were much simpler, i had no real awareness of all of the things I must deal with, emotionally and logistcally, in the post-After aftermath.
About 8-9 months ago, someone told me about the theory that PTSD isn't "mental illness" but rather "traumatic psychiatric injury". To me, it kind of sounds like "the emporer's new clothes" - just a game of semantics, "call it what you want" - because the day to day reality is still the same.
But it still gave me a lot of comfort - maybe I could shed the label and belief in my "crazy" and go back, at least a little bit, to being me. Like I didn't have to be so ashamed 24/7/365.
Yes, no, maybe?
And I deeply, deeply feared and resented "mental illness" as a diagnosis, as a label, as a concept, as an entity in my life I had to deal with. "Before" things were much simpler, i had no real awareness of all of the things I must deal with, emotionally and logistcally, in the post-After aftermath.
About 8-9 months ago, someone told me about the theory that PTSD isn't "mental illness" but rather "traumatic psychiatric injury". To me, it kind of sounds like "the emporer's new clothes" - just a game of semantics, "call it what you want" - because the day to day reality is still the same.
But it still gave me a lot of comfort - maybe I could shed the label and belief in my "crazy" and go back, at least a little bit, to being me. Like I didn't have to be so ashamed 24/7/365.
Yes, no, maybe?