I am angry because I just wrote a long post on my therapist. It disappeared.
I am also angry with my therapist (3rd visit). I needed support, and instead got "yes, you came from dysfunctional family, but now you have to move on and learn how to deal with people and not expect rejection. You need to think about what is right with you, not what is wrong with you."
Ok, but what about dealing with the trauma? I don't think he wants to do that, or does not see it as a necessity. He is not a trauma specialist, but says he has treated it before. But I don't know. I still feel like I need to get over the hump. My intellect says yes, my heart says wait a bit here...
Perhaps I am being cynical, but we also just found that I am not covered under my insurance. He said he has an alternative insurance group, and has an opening that he will check to see if I qualify. Perhaps his testy mood is due to getting paid less, in which case I don't need that!