What Made You Angry Today?

[rainy_daze]

they said medicare would not cover the cost of my husbands anxiety medication

That's shocking. That must have been infuriating!

I was angry, really angry, for about 4 whole hours. I'm exhausted now.

My partner wouldn't go and do the dishes - dishes I needed to cook us dinner. We had an argument, which is really rare, and he said "Oh, so I'm not allowed to have no motivation to do something then? You have no motivation all the time. I work 9hours a day." I pointed out to him that I am normally the one cooking dinner, today is one of his days off, and all I ask is that he do his turn on the dishes and that I have never said he isn't allowed to have no motivation - but taking hours to get the motivation to do them when I'm so hungry (and on medication for acidity/severe stomach pain just now) that my stomach is aching, is sort of unfair.

I am really hurt he made that comment about motivation, and the obvious dig that I don't have a job, after I spoke to him yesterday about how it's been taking me 2 hours to get out of bed when I first wake up (I have started working on a new technique to distract me from my first thoughts of the day, but it's very difficult). I can't even eat my dinner now :( I stormed around my house while I had a tidy up and then came on this forum. I hate myself now for getting angry and arguing, because it probably isn't easy for him living with me. So, today it wasn't the world making me anrgy - it was my beautiful boyfriend, lack of food and constant stomach pain.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm a good baker, in fact I'm a bloody good cook. I wanted to make blueberry muffins. I went onto the BBC Good Food website and found a recipe. It was described as the best blueberry muffins ever.

I made the mix yesterday and as they said, left it overnight in the fridge. This morning I finished them off and popped them into the oven. Yummy, warm muffins for breakfast.

20 mins later, they were ready. What a disappointment, they hadn't risen, they stuck to the paper cases and they were average tasting. H consoled me bless him, that it was the recipe not me. The recipe is now in the bin and the muffins are only good to be served with custard as a dessert. Grrrrrrrr

 

[amethist]

Hubby, he seems to think I am his skivvy today not his wife.

He knows how to put the kettle on and how to make tea, so dont ask me when I am in the other room. :mad:

 

[Ice_Fire]

My F***ing $h1t faced parents turning up out of the blue, walking into my bedroom without even knocking.

 

[Jen93]

I'm constantly angry at my teacher for mentioning child abuse in parts of her lecture. It makes me scared and dissociative.:mad: At least I'm getting a good mark.

 

[rainy_daze]

A sales representative from TalkTalk turning up at my door, when I am actually in the middle of crying. For some reason I thought it was an old friend I haven't seen in about a year, because through the keyhole it looked like her. I made the idiotic mistake of answering my door and it took a while to get her to go away. Eventually I shouted "Look, I don't want TalkTalk, I have the internet, I am actually in the middle of crying just now, can you please just go away", and slammed the door.

I have probably ruined her day but then she shouldn't have chosen a job in which you hassle people and refuse to listen to them when they repeatedly say "no, no, no, I don't want it, no, no, no". Plus, I am in my pyjamas at 4/5pm on a Monday: What made her think I was capable of making major household decisions?

In the end, it has distracted me from crying, but now I'm annoyed, my hands are all sweaty (ewww!) and my stomach is hurting again from the stress of it. I really should move to an island where I won't be bothered by the contact of complete strangers.

 

[Jen93]

Moving people moving gran's stuff in has got me hiding in mom's walk in closet.

 

[Chincho]

My teenage son who thinks he knows everything, as usual.

 

[KP the nut]

Nothing today, I am calm :tup:.

 

[AzureMind]

I'd be lucky enough to feel angry; most days, I just feel indifferent or numb, and that's a GOOD day! :) Well, at least I can laugh about it! :laugh:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I had emdr today and worked on the memories of being beaten ritually by my dad. I am very angry that he did that to us so many times. I got alot of feelings from this session and and I am not a happy camper. He did this to us so many times. In a letter to my brother he said if he had it to do over he would do the exact same thing. I am trying to take care of myself. I got us Mcdonalds for dinner. I took my anxiety meds. I had a good time driving. I got a mocha frappe, but I feel awful. I am so angry at my dad for what he did to me. I am not happy about having to deal with the aftermath. I want to feel good. I am overwhelmned now. I know it will pass. I am angry at my husband for going negative today when I feel like crap.:mad:

 

[AzureMind]

Hey Gizmo! for what it's worth, you're still on the right path; You're EXTREMELY strong for going forward knowing about the pain...that's gotta mean something to you right? I hope you realize that :)