What Made You Angry Today?

[Let It Be]

My guy neighbor has moved with his wife and his "boys". He no longer lives next door to me.

I am angry at how he talked about leaving his two daughters behind, because they are 18 and 19 years old. I am angry at my counselor for thinking that it was me, instead of him, even though my intuition said differently, that he was just a bunch of BS. I almost e-mailed my counselor to tell her the news, but decided to come to here instead!

I didn't get much sleep last night, just in anticipation of him loading up their small pick-up after selling everything they own, to leave and move a huge distance from here. He would say, it's just a table, we can buy a new one at our new place. He told his kids, it's just a bed, we can buy a new one, when we get there.

So, I will do my happy dance with his leaving and since he told me that you didn't need any water to flush the toliet when he supposedly fixed it, I will flush the toliet in his honor because he will never know what stress he put me in over that!

 

[KP the nut]

They have just made off with the last of my cherries and strawberries.

I gave up on strawberries, I feed the birds enough stuff, the least they could do is leave my soft fruit - but no. Greedy little beggers :rolleyes:.

 

[fairywings]

Well, today has been quite a day. First I call my doctor to get his email address and the receptionist played dumb. The reply was I don't know if he has one let me get a nurse to call you back. He's always had one. So when the nurse called back I just let the machine get it.

Then getting my hair dyed I had a meltdown in the shampoo chair because the girl was very rough and I asked her five times to stop pulling my hair. She just said I have to because I have to get the dye out. She and I made small talk before we got started and I told her I had P.T.S.D. thinking she would be gentle. I ended up in tears and they switched to another girl. To dry and style it. Oh yeah, they pretended to care. They said we can see by your face you're in distress. But they took up for her and said it was just her touch. She had a heavy touch. Well, my life is h*ll!! I am not making everyone else suffer too.

I hate hairdressers now they because they usually do the wrong thing and tell you it's what you wanted. I'm a shaking mess now:unsure: :(:mad: I had a full blown panic attack but I have really pretty hair.:) So. I guess in a couple of days when I calm down I can enjoy it.

 

[Innordinate]

People using the term 'extreme childhood abuse'. Thank you captain obvious. All childhood abuse is 'extreme'. This one gets to me because trauma is trauma is trauma. You're not worse off because you were raised by sickos VS adult trauma VS combat ...etc.

I don't know, maybe I'm just super irritable tonight but this one gets me every time I see it. I know it's not meant to be offensive, but it feels minimizing. "Well, if you don't have EXTREME abuse, you're not worthy"

:O_o:

 

[Desiresdestiny]

Innordinate- I feel the same way; I hate it when people minimize and try to make me feel bad because my trauma is not "extreme"
It's kinda like thanks for making me feel bad and like shit especially since that was how I initially was feeling...
Def angers me too. Relate

 

[KP the nut]

I'm so fed up with our current weather. June 12, is the wettest on record and don't I know it. Sun was out this morning and the wind was blowing. 45 minutes after I hung my washing out we had torrential rain. The damn clothes were wetter when I brought them in than when I hung them out. I had to put them back in the washing machine to rinse and spin them :mad:.

 

[Froggie]

1. My stoma bag burst again after having changed it before going to bed !

2. It's been a while that I haven't slept a full night's sleep, keep waking up either for the former pain or other thing to do with my stoma this past while.

Grateful to have this forum so that I can pass the time, time to feel sleepy again !

 

[KP the nut]

(((Froggie))))

 

[Ice_Fire]

Right now, the loud,drunken idiots hanging around outside and stopping me from relaxing even a little bit are really p***ing me off. I want to go to sleep!:mad:

 

[goingonhope]

Cleaning up other people's messes, one right after the next. I felt quite angry, but I didn't get particulary angry.

Other's Expectations; Assumptions; Requests; Caregiving for extended family when there wasn't enough time to take care of some basic needs of my own like food, much if any down-time or rest whatsoever, hydration and temperture regulation. Again I didn't get angry just felt it stirring, along with brief rage, fear and sadness.

 

[KP the nut]

I had toothache this morning after breaking a tooth during the night. I had to be in work for 9am. Knowing the dentist opened at 8.30 I phoned them. The stupid girl kept answering, but then the answerphone would kick in, she didn't know how to turn it off.

After much trying (and cursing), I had to go there first before coming into work. Such incompetence, at least the dentist is good.

 

[Chincho]

My cat who insists on spilling all the earth from the pots and killing my plants.