What Made You Angry Today?

[MissMacD]

It's one of the few places people don't look at me like I am an alien :alien:

 

[intothelight]

The gap in mind and body. Knowing what I want to do, but not physically being able to do it yet. Having to really learn to be patient. Not one of my stronger skill sets.

 

[Britt.f7]

Knowing what I want to do, but not physically being able to do it yet.

When I first got sick I felt this way a lot(still do). I went from being a workaholic to being unable to do barely anything. In a way I figured God knocked me on my butt because he knew that was the only way to get me to relax(at least physically). It was a hard lesson to learn. I also learned how to ask and accept help from others. Also not an easy task.

Right now, as frustrating as it can be, I do try to look on the positive side of some of my limitations. You'll be able to do those things that you can't do right now soon enough. Think of the strength you are gaining, not just physically, but mentally. Your body is doing amazing things right now behind the scenes.

I wish you patience.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am angry because I was feeling better earlier and I feel like crap now. I hate feeling this way. I have things I want to do and I have to be patient with myself. I will get around to doing them.

 

[Sailorgal]

Gosh going to the train station and the realizing I was looking at the wrong schedule! So I'm freezing outside for nearly 2 hrs!

Then, $14 later, I rummage through 11 boxes in and out only to find I can't find the documents I need!! Yeah and I need to have them for a big interview next week and replacement docs will take up to 2 weeks and $600!!! Argh!!

 

[KP the nut]

Angry at me for blowing my diet over Christmas. I have put back on all but 200g that I had lost - so f*cking stupid.

 

[rainy_daze]

@KP: Maybe it can be your new years resolution to lose it all again? Try not to be too hard on yourself, it's really easy to do at Christmas. Plus, you lost it before, so you can do it again. Still, I get why you're p****d off.

Had another meltdown this morning. I woke up to an over flowing garbage can and a sink full of dishes and I lost it. I definitely was over the top about it. Physical clutter agitates my emotional clutter.

I don't know how to deal with my anger sometimes because it just comes out.

@MissMacD: Have you seen the PTSD cup model post? You had too much stress in your wee cup. Preaching to the choir by the way; my house is the same right now, and the job shouldn't always be mine. I am just leaving it until my partner does it. I don't have the energy to keep asking him.

9th: Angry at myself for shouting at a doctor because I couldn't express myself and she wasn't understanding what I was asking her. Angry that they are just diagnosing me with high blood pressure now. Angry that the doctor didn't listen. Really - why do they not listen and hear the words? I am physically melting away and it's why I exploded at the doctor then a minute later was apologising because I was just so upset and burnt out.I didn't even get to talk to her about my mental health, I think she just needed me to leave. Now I hate myself for being that ugly angry person; the emotion is mine, but the reaction isn't who I am. I'm polite normally :(.

Today: Miffed! I wrote a post on another thread and then pressed the backwards delete button because I'd accidentally put too much space in (and don't like forum warnings)... and instead it paged me back and lost all my words. Not typing it again. Grrr. It's not even a Monday as well :wtf:

 

[therapybankrupt]

What makes me angry is when a friend is so passive aggressive. Time for me to ditch her!

 

[ms spock]

I am angry at the frozeness within myself.

 

[rainy_daze]

Men (in my life). The past. Myself. Myself. Myself.

 

[Britt.f7]

That I wasn't happy for long until the depression bs crept back in! :mad:(please excuse my language)

 

[rainy_daze]

@Britt: Sometimes I wish I could beat my depression with a big stick until it leaves me alone :eek: