What Made You Angry Today?

[endlessocean]

My symptoms keep getting triggered, i can't catch a break. The friend who is letting me stay here so I can study for my exam is now laid off, and in my face TOO MUCH. I feel trapped as I have no where better to go (the next situation could be worse). I am tired of having PTSD, and I want to be normal.

 

[amethist]

Hubby again.

Why can he not learn that what he is doing at the moment is all wrong and he is not helping himself one bit.

 

[ms spock]

I am angry that there was a domestic here last night. I didn't come up the stairs as the woman was in the stairwell. So I went into town. When I got back the police were here. It is so intrusive on our lives. I am not happy about it. I didn't go to sleep for a couple of hours. I let myself be on the forum to wind down, that was a good decision.

 

[ms spock]

Sorry to hear about your hubby amethist.

Those contracters sound so immoral CraftyCath and gizmo.

 

[ms spock]

The mess still needing cleaning in my house!

 

[CraftyCath]

Hubby again.

(((((((((((Amethist)))))))))))

I've no advice but I hope he pulls himself out of it. x:hug:

 

[amethist]

I will drag him kicking and screaming out of it if I have to Cath. ;)

But I will be the one kicking and screaming :hilarious:

 

[p-no]

My limitations.

 

[dms]

I'm trying hard to move forward. I'm on a dating site now, but I've only responded to one person, out of many emails. I'm not really ready to date but I need something/one to think about. I'm taking Baby Steps because I've been hurt BADLY and my trust in people, in general is gone. I take my meds, pray, LISTEN TO SERMONS and keep telling myself "I'm Okay, I'm Okay, I'm Just Fine, you fade away and hardly cross my mind, my memories comfort me" about Mr CPTSD. It snowed for the first time this winter in my state and I lost power for a few hours. I had candles and a flashlight but it made me realize how alone I am. I'm suppose to have therapy today for the first time in month. I hope it doesn't get canceled due to the weather. I'm not going to take my second Wellbutrin pill so I can just show real honest emotion today. I need to tell my T the whole ugly truth about "Me" and my PAIN so she can see that I'm Not Okay. Just Moving FORWARD!! I HATE YOU PTSD!!

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm angry at my body. I painted my son's room today and really need to take a shower. The way my body now feels is as if I had a choice between the two actions and since the painting won, it doesn't want to let me take a shower. Why can't it just cooperate with me just once and let me do more then one thing?

I'm not going to take my second Wellbutrin pill so I can just show real honest emotion today.

Not taking your pill may give you erratic emotions not true emotions. Of course everyone experiences medicine a little differently due to chemical balances, but it has been my impression that most of the pills out there help you think clearer. Help you experience emotions in a less erratic or confusing way and to keep the depression at bay. I hope it gives you what you need, but please be careful with doing things like that. Some pills cause horrible side effects when stopped without weaning off. Not sure if wellbutrin is one(despite my taking it).

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am angry that I feel bad. I am making it ok, but I have had it. I am so tired of this.

 

[myvetswife]

My boss who is incompetent to run a firm which exists for 150 years. He does not know the simplest things and de-motivates his workers.

To de-motivate me is really hard, because I love my work but he got me there...nearly. That frightens me.:eek: