What Made You Angry Today?

[GRANOLA]

I'm angry more and more it seems. Of course I take it out on the closest person to me, my husband. I push away all my friends and don't want to talk to anyone.

Diagnosed for the 6th time with complex ptsd by the psyc. who is the expert contracted by my work. This DR. says my meds need changing, my GP doesn't want to change them until she can find a psyc. in our area to consult with.

I've waited a month and a half to see what my work has decided to do with me. The powers to be met last friday July 19th,2013, to come up with a plan and recommendations. They were supose to schedule an ALL parties meeting for this week with me included. This was to provide me with some recommendations and options for treatment etc. They have postponed this until sometime in September now.

I don't know how much longer I can do this. It would just be easier to give-up. Make life simpler for everyone.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm angry that I woke up yet again wanting to stay in bed. I can avoid it, but, unfortunately the feeling still lingers.

 

[rainy_daze]

The noise of people arguing. The news. Myself and my inability to do things I used to have the passion to do (too exhausted to function the way I want to, and I'm mad at myself because of it).

 

[ms spock]

More reflective than angry I suppose I thought about how much my life has been damaged by untreated PTSD and how much I have suffered because of that. I am angry about how much work I have to do to get better though.

 

[Britt.f7]

That we are struggling financially because my husband is working for his father's business and hasn't really had a pay increase since the late 1990's. Living in 2013 on 1990's income is not easy. We are barely making ends meet. I understand that the business has had some issues over the years, but my husband recently went off his insurance therefore costing the company less. I think his dad should increase his pay over this, but my husband won't ask and his dad won't offer. Therefore we struggle. He's thinking of adding a third job and we rarely see him as it is. I'm on disability. This stinks.

 

[ms spock]

Woke 4am with panic attacks which continued until 6am. I am angry about this.

 

[Abstract]

Really angry about all the victim blaming that goes on and I seem to be surrounded by it at the moment. The ignorance that some people display is awful and offensive.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm angry that the new toothpaste I bought tastes kind of icky. Glad that it is such a minor thing to cause any disruption in my day.

 

[amethist]

I am angry at the 2 youths who pinched the tail piece of the exhaust of hubby's car today.

One ran off with it the other hung around thinking a man his age would be no problem. Big mistake, hubby came home with a scrape on his knuckle, but the youth did not fair too well it seems.

Hubby normally walks away from stuff like this, but they pinched a part off his pride and joy.

 

[Britt.f7]

That I'm back to wishing I could sleep all day, even though I am not tired. UGH

 

[ms spock]

That I have so much anxiety and panic in the morning.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Family drama!