Screams that were just for attention and not because harm. My immediate response to it, felt and not acted upon to that scale. It's basically a lot of issues wrapped together.
That I bothered my partner with it for hours after. Slow lot of signing how old situations and rules don't apply.
Disorientation, re: D.I.D. Most of alters are obviously stuck in mindset every other child of that age is death embodied.
And that all of that falls into 'things I could never explain to therapists, because in a world they grew up in, it never was a possibility'. Headdesk. Rather focusing on the good things.