That my current landlord tries to pass on the costs for the renovation for the flat on me. ...he told me that I don't have to renovate and that the future tenant will have to do so, but today, he told me that he will assign that task to someone else and that I will have to pay. Some parts of the wall got wet because of the age of the building and I don't intend to pay for that. I will clearly tell him. ...otherwise I would have painted the walls, but he wants to have it done by some clandestine worker. :meh::meh::meh: ...I think he's mad that I wardrobe with me (designed by my father) and he even got a mad because I dismantled MY (!) curtain poles. I already leave him my smoke detectors and made no problems during the last six years...such greed drives me nuts. :cautious::meh::wtf:
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What Made You Angry Today?
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Recovery4Me
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I am angry that I let my x- verbal sling pierce my heart. He told me I was not worth his time to go to therapy and tried to intimidate me out the door early, when I stood shocked at the weight of the defacement.
I need to be stronger in self esteem, but it is hard during verbal abuse to not take it personally.
I need to be stronger in self esteem, but it is hard during verbal abuse to not take it personally.
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Marie E.
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@Recovery4Me Just because your ex is a a**hole, shows no significance to who you really are, just shows he is a disrespectful coward! Get yourself a cup of Starbucks while your out. (((Hugs))) :):hug:
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I was finally able to realize why I have been feeling the way I have. This situation that happened, I kept telling myself that it was too good to be true, and it has turned out to be true.
I didn't do anything wrong, and so I expected the people who had given me the information to apologize, but they really never did. I was too fearful to show my emotions, which were that I was hurt and I'm trying to realize that they didn't intentionally hurt me, but somehow I was caught in the middle again.
I'm feeling better, it was too good to be true, so thus am getting my power back from the situation, and will take it day by day.
I also got on-line to begin the planning for my funeral, which I don't plan to have. Just need someone to know that since I do not have a family, there will be no services, etc. Will need to find someone who will oversee the decisions that will need to be made, ie. Will, etc.
I didn't do anything wrong, and so I expected the people who had given me the information to apologize, but they really never did. I was too fearful to show my emotions, which were that I was hurt and I'm trying to realize that they didn't intentionally hurt me, but somehow I was caught in the middle again.
I'm feeling better, it was too good to be true, so thus am getting my power back from the situation, and will take it day by day.
I also got on-line to begin the planning for my funeral, which I don't plan to have. Just need someone to know that since I do not have a family, there will be no services, etc. Will need to find someone who will oversee the decisions that will need to be made, ie. Will, etc.
I'm angry about how people at work treat me.
A colleague who went to another department wants to celebrate one last time with us...and the colleague who is responsible to organize the event only sent messages over our office mail addresses. I cannot read them while I'm not at work...! ...it was pure accident that I went to work to organize my office in my free time and read the message. I was speechless about such a stupidity.
A colleague who went to another department wants to celebrate one last time with us...and the colleague who is responsible to organize the event only sent messages over our office mail addresses. I cannot read them while I'm not at work...! ...it was pure accident that I went to work to organize my office in my free time and read the message. I was speechless about such a stupidity.
Today I made a start on painting the walls in the bed room, as I'm trying to convince myself to move back into it, but I feel I need to change it first. I've not slept in there for months now, ever since my wife passed.
I had to give up on the painting, as nothing was going right, and it was frustrating for me, took a downer of a mood swing? So hopefully I will feel better tomorrow, and get a lot more done.
I'm having a lot of mood swings recently, and it's so frustrating as I have no control over them, and that gets me angry!
I had to give up on the painting, as nothing was going right, and it was frustrating for me, took a downer of a mood swing? So hopefully I will feel better tomorrow, and get a lot more done.
I'm having a lot of mood swings recently, and it's so frustrating as I have no control over them, and that gets me angry!
I was a bit tired today, had a really bad night, couldn't got back to sleep after I had a nightmare,(again!)
So I woke up grumpy, I tried to make myself feel batter, and when I eventually finished off painting that bedroom, I felt a bit better.
But because Ive spent so much time on that job, the rest of the house has been ignored, so now I have a mountain of cleaning/dusting to do?
So I woke up grumpy, I tried to make myself feel batter, and when I eventually finished off painting that bedroom, I felt a bit better.
But because Ive spent so much time on that job, the rest of the house has been ignored, so now I have a mountain of cleaning/dusting to do?
Aside of abusers (... why do they don't figure they're the precise reason I keep using different numbers?) I've been mostly fine. Lot of useful work, inside and outside.
Their hardly putable off presence in my life despite my efforts to kick them out angers me though. Trying to keep seeing through this anger & vent it constructively, I don't need clouded judgment by my fault.
Their hardly putable off presence in my life despite my efforts to kick them out angers me though. Trying to keep seeing through this anger & vent it constructively, I don't need clouded judgment by my fault.
People way too close to me with their driving / how fast I kick into fight about some types of cars & vans.
And then therapy intersections. When I find an available therapist working with military with doable prices, the guy subscribes to cuckoo beliefs about PTSD and how overcomeable by will it is. And the other therapist I found that even deals with intersection of childhood trauma to things is a chick, which I still can't even with after my experiences with abusive female therapists.
And then therapy intersections. When I find an available therapist working with military with doable prices, the guy subscribes to cuckoo beliefs about PTSD and how overcomeable by will it is. And the other therapist I found that even deals with intersection of childhood trauma to things is a chick, which I still can't even with after my experiences with abusive female therapists.
jaccat
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After a hard day at work someone telling me I've got a bit of an 'attitude' today when I hadn't, except because he said it, then I had.
Recovery4Me
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I didn't wake up rich...that made me furious!
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