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What Makes You Angry Today?

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When you live on the Dark Side for decades ODG, it feels like an old war buddy hanging out with ya sometimes:), but you know that Brother.
 
Update: I haven't been so calm in ages. 14 hours of relaxed alertness. I wasn't terribly subtle about stalking my own house. Couldn't get rock salt or anything less lethal, and I wasn't terribly keen about shooting anyone, so I simply sat outside across the street in the dark. (I really don't like defensive positions and waiting for people to come up on me, I'd rather come to them). I'd have seen me, no problem. So maybe I spooked them. Or maybe it was a bust. Don't know. My worlds collided last night. I've never brought firearms into my home (since I married my ex / my son was born). I've never worked, not that kind of work, where I live. Home is supposed to be sanctuary, a place to come back to. f*cked up shit is supposed to happen elsewhere. It was oddly disconcerting merging the two. Relaxing. Like maybe I've been doing it wrong for the past 10-15 years on trying to keep everything separate? I don't know. I do know I need to update my conceal carry permit. I'm not sure I'm willing to walk around naked all the time anymore.
 
I go to the VA today because I was finally like f*ck it, I was at least doing better on the f*cken meds.
So I go to the pharmacy, lot of older vets. I'm the youngest guy in there with a beard and I feel too
much attention. It's almost like I don't even want the chance of anybody asking questions about deployment or any of that.
Not that I have anything against anyone. I wish it was easy for me to open up.

So I go to the window ID ready, and the dickhead notifies me in a semi-rude manor that I must grab a number from the red thing.
I grab it. I sit down. He calls number 99. I get up with my stupid ass number 99 return back to the window like really???
Was that necessary dude?
He say's I can't be refilled unless the Doc writes it up. So I got super pissed and said aloud, "f*cken bullshit."
Drove to where my Doc is located. As I was getting an appointment set up 7 days from now, he walks out all hunky dory.

I tell him the deal, he informs me it's because I've been MIA for so long. When the last time I told him my deal, his response was
"Ah, well... that probably isn't gunna go away." I'm like no shit. So anyway he don't give any f*cks. I can see it.
He asks if it's cool about the 7 day wait. I respond, "We'll I'm pretty sure I have a chemical imbalance so you tell me..."
End of the story I got a refill, and appointment for next wed.

Calmed my ass down returned to the pharmacy picked it up.
 
Hard to deal with f*cktards Brother. Seriously that dude made you pull a number so he could wait till you sat down, and then call you up again?
 
Hard to deal with f*cktards Brother. Seriously that dude made you pull a number so he could wait till you sat down, and then call you up again?

Yea dude I can't even lie I was so pissed. I was thinking about leg sweeping the Doc while I was telling him the deal lol.
 
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