I was moved to tears by my regrets. I am wanting to try harder to learn to do some things like being able to cook. I have often said that I "hate" cooking. This is not really true. I just hardly know anything much about cooking, and so I've not earned a lot of praise for my cooking in the past. I have felt hopeless about cooking, been afraid to try it really. I want to be brave and try to cook something, but when I look at a recipe or try to watch a cooking video, I get discouraged. I need some really basic info about cooking, or better yet, a cooking coach who would stand by my side and lead me gently on this new path in my life. I want to feel safe about this, I want this person to be patient and loving toward me. Sometimes a person can stand over you like a slave master or something. I would not want that! No. I would want the person to be friendly and caring and gentle. I guess I want someone Like Jesus to be there in that role. Does that make any sense? I do recall that He cooked some fish by the Sea of Galilee in the Gospel of John Chapter 21.