Where Did That Come From?

[nie]

I was putting my beautiful daughter to sleep tonight, when out of no where comes a flashback. It was from when I was in college and my mom kept telling me that I hated her and I couldn't understand why. The conversation just led to a common outcome - her yelling, my crying, my hating myself and living even more. I thought that I had addressed this in therapy and moved on. Well, maybe not so much I guess if it is just coming back out of no where. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to have these memories. I really thought that I had at least moved on from being trapped in her poison.

 

[SimplyComplex]

I am so sorry. Dealing with kids is very triggering sometimes. I dont know for sure, but it seems like things will come back up again when there is new stuff associated, a new part, a new feelings. It is peeling that damn onion.

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))

Peace,
Rain