Where Have All The Flowers Gone?

[Deleted member 28403]

I just realized something terrifying... I'm dissociating a lot again.
i literarly just realized that probably months passed. I'm lost and I don't know what or how it's happening.

i feel like memories are slipping through my fingers like sand. They are just dissapearing. Gone.

I feel like at the same time, time is skipping and happining wierdly.
i feel like years passed since what seems to have been yesterday, and yet, I don't remember yesterday.

I'm really scared of this

 

[Ironlady]

I just realized something terrifying... I'm dissociating a lot again.
i literarly just realized that pr...

Big hugs my friend.. I do this when something is surfacing and I'm not fully conscious of it yet. Maybe there is something under the surface coming up? So sorry hon. :hug:

 

[shimmerz]

(((((Saelben)))))

 

[ms spock]

:hug: Saelben :hug:

 

[Deleted member 28403]

:hug:
Had theraphy today

I'm not really sure whats up with me anymore, I keep hearing voices and stuff and nothing seems to help except music, which can maybe drown them out sometimes

 

[Gs172003]

:hug:
Had theraphy today

I'm not really sure whats up with me anymore, I keep hearing voices and stuff...

In your head or outside?

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Well, if it was from outside it could be sorta normal

 

[shimmerz]

Have you checked, if you are on prescription medicine, what the side effects are?

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Well, all of this was happening even before medicine. So doubt it is the cause

 

[Ronin]

I'm not really sure whats up with me anymore, I keep hearing voices and stuff

My first bet with hallucinations tends to go toward insomnia, intoxication, or both.

Provided you're constantly mentioning bad sleep, have you tried catching up on it and see what happens with the floatiness, hallucinations, and your sense of a grip on yourself alike?

 

[Deleted member 28403]

If I try to catch up on sleep I just end up sleeping up to 20 hours... Sorta