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I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist, the head of our local psych ward. I had attempted suicide(again) and Phil finally got me to open up in his office one day. His tactics are to not let up on you until you talk. I finally blurted out that I just can't stand the shit in my head, like pictures that keep poping up, or a movie that keeps showing just one clip over and over again.
He asked if I had ever had a traumatic event? I looked at him and answered, "Yeah which one would you like to hear about? The beatings, the mental abuse, the emotional abuse or the molestations? All created by my loving family."
I was dx'ed then. That was about 13 yrs ago, but have had flashbacks, anxiety, panic attacks since I was around 10 yrs old. I am 53 now. Fun, fun fun.
He asked if I had ever had a traumatic event? I looked at him and answered, "Yeah which one would you like to hear about? The beatings, the mental abuse, the emotional abuse or the molestations? All created by my loving family."
I was dx'ed then. That was about 13 yrs ago, but have had flashbacks, anxiety, panic attacks since I was around 10 yrs old. I am 53 now. Fun, fun fun.