To Alex: I love you more than my next breath of air. You are my love, my life, my everything; you are my sufferer. You are the strongest woman in the world; the most beautiful, the most incredible, the most wonderful, the most caring; you are my life. Thank you for choosing me, thank you for trusting me, thank you for believing in me. I will never let you down, I will never break your trust in me.
To Matt: You have saved my life. Physically and emotionally. You are the most insightful and gifted Psychiatrist ever. You have taught me to live, you have shown me how to trust. You are also the best friend I could ever ask for. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
To Mich: Sis, I am sorry we spent so many years in conflict. We will live like siblings from now on, just trust me and share with me. Like I do with you.
To Thomas: My boy, very soon you will watch your daddy marry the woman of his dreams. Know in your heart that I will always love you unconditionally, and that you were never the reason for your mom and I breaking up. You are my son, and my love for you is eternal and absolute. No question. You brighten each day for me, thank you my boy.
To the forum: Thank you for informing me so much about PTSD, and teaching me how to live and deal with my partner who suffers so terribly with this affliction. Thank you Anthony for telling it like it is, and for all the hard work and effort you have dedicated to educating me about the terror and horror that is PTSD.
To my forum friends: You know who you are; I will not mention names, initials, or even pseudonyms. The suppport and love I have found here has astounded me. To all of you; young and old, sufferers and supporters; thank you, thank you, thank you.
To life: I have been cursed to have endured the most blood-curdling horror, and to live through the most paralysing terror, yet somehow I have been so incredibly blessed to have emerged relatively unscathed and unaffected. Thank you for sparing me from the affliction that ruins so many other innocent lives.
To Karma: I have always tried to please you. You have in turn given me a woman that I adore; a son I live for; and a reason to keep going. Many don't believe you exist, I do; I know that you will reward what you receive. Love begetts love, goodness begetts goodness, honesty begetts honesty. Karma will always have her day.
To me: Never stop loving, never stop trying, never give up. Love like there is no tomorrow; forgive as if there is no alternative; live like its your last day. Be thankful, I have so much to be thankful for.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.