Dear Grainne,
I'm sad to hear of this distress you're experiencing. I understand things are especially difficult when it comes to caring for your children. I wish I could give you some practical advice but since I can't I just wanted to express my sympathies. You make me think of my own mother. Whatever the situation may be, knowing that your mother loves and cares for you no matter what is the most important thing. Not all children are lucky enough to have a mother who cares for them as you obviously do.
I'm sad to hear of this distress you're experiencing. I understand things are especially difficult when it comes to caring for your children. I wish I could give you some practical advice but since I can't I just wanted to express my sympathies. You make me think of my own mother. Whatever the situation may be, knowing that your mother loves and cares for you no matter what is the most important thing. Not all children are lucky enough to have a mother who cares for them as you obviously do.