Butterfly64
Confident
You are getting ready to leave...slowly, but surely. My guy and I were neighbors 5,5 years until he moved out end January...that has helped me a lot...so you seeing him every day...damn...not helping! He will not end this...just like my guy...they will hang on to us...but...this is me letting go! Do some soul searching...maybe you need to let go as well...and still being friends...nahh..then you fall right back in. You have to be the rational one here??? It ain’t easy, but I’m here for you@Butterfly64 ... I’m feeling not ready than ever to walk away. Before I would never have considered it, I would have done whatever he said but recently I’ve been the one initiating these painful conversations. He says he wouldn’t like the fact I’m dating other people or seeing anyone but he’d have to accept it and be happy for me. DAMN IT MAN JUST BE WITH ME.
I know it needs to end, I know this I just have to do it. I also know I’ll be completely fine in time and I also know there’s more people out there.
We go to the same training group and he lives 10 mins from me so the whole not seeing him will be tricky I feel :(
I already said I’ll train in a morning and his response was ‘don’t be silly we can still train together’ - NO WE BLOODY CANT.
Ugh ugh ugh
hes Just not ready to work through his PTSD while being in a relationship and that’s not something I can change!!