Eagle3
Platinum Member
There will be some explicit details concerning that time of the month in this post. Fair warning, guys!
So two weeks ago, T and I got into something that I've never shared even with myself on a deep basis. I felt better after the session, but when I got home realized I had some "not that time yet!" discharge going on, it was a week early, and I thought it was just from the added stress going on. Well, cramps and light spotting didn't stop, just kept getting worse. Got completely emotional too, and very lethargic/apathetic. I started shutting down. My actual period kept holding off, refusing to come, but the cramps kept getting worse. FINALLY, the damn thing hits for real, but after reading a book that triggered some of the same things I went over with T two weeks ago, I spent all day today sleeping, with a 2-day migraine. Like, I'd wake up for about 30-45 minutes, do stuff, then go back to sleep for 1 1/2-3 hours at a time. And the cramps feel like ice picks going through the front of my lower abdomen and sticking out the back near my spine. The DREAMS though!!!!! Early this morning I just kept dreaming I was getting f*cked, which is odd, cuz I've never really experienced that IRL (that I know of). Later, the dreams took on a deeper feeling, like I was seeing parts of my unconscious and talking things out with them. All the manipulation, the clingy-ness by women that triggers the sh*t outta me, the obsession with cults, the rejection from my Jewish family, all in my dreams, and all related to that session 2 weeks ago.
My question is, I haven't had a period this difficult in YEEEAARSS!!! Did T and I unlock something that last session, or am I over-thinking this? Is this something I should pursue with T, or is it just coincidence that my hormones totally effed up this month?
So two weeks ago, T and I got into something that I've never shared even with myself on a deep basis. I felt better after the session, but when I got home realized I had some "not that time yet!" discharge going on, it was a week early, and I thought it was just from the added stress going on. Well, cramps and light spotting didn't stop, just kept getting worse. Got completely emotional too, and very lethargic/apathetic. I started shutting down. My actual period kept holding off, refusing to come, but the cramps kept getting worse. FINALLY, the damn thing hits for real, but after reading a book that triggered some of the same things I went over with T two weeks ago, I spent all day today sleeping, with a 2-day migraine. Like, I'd wake up for about 30-45 minutes, do stuff, then go back to sleep for 1 1/2-3 hours at a time. And the cramps feel like ice picks going through the front of my lower abdomen and sticking out the back near my spine. The DREAMS though!!!!! Early this morning I just kept dreaming I was getting f*cked, which is odd, cuz I've never really experienced that IRL (that I know of). Later, the dreams took on a deeper feeling, like I was seeing parts of my unconscious and talking things out with them. All the manipulation, the clingy-ness by women that triggers the sh*t outta me, the obsession with cults, the rejection from my Jewish family, all in my dreams, and all related to that session 2 weeks ago.
My question is, I haven't had a period this difficult in YEEEAARSS!!! Did T and I unlock something that last session, or am I over-thinking this? Is this something I should pursue with T, or is it just coincidence that my hormones totally effed up this month?
