What Made You Angry Today?

[Glo809]

Greetings

I had to give myself a good talking to about my pissy attitude when I saw my work load last night.

Not counting the skunk, my last 2 days were pretty easy, so I told myself, listen dummy of course you're are going to have a heavy load right before a holiday weekend....... took me about a half hour to get over myself.

The rest of the night went fine.

Sometimes I'm my worst foe.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

It hasn't happened yet today although it happens almost every day and it drives me nuts when it happens. When my parents seem to get impatient with me for stopping the dog from barking. Or when they try to explain why the dog is barking.

PTSD doesn't care why the dog is barking. It cares that it's making my nerves raw and I want to scratch my eyes out if the dog doesn't stop barking from the reaction it's having in my body.

It makes me want to stand there and scratch a chalkboard and impatiently say "it's ok I'm just trying to talk to you". I feel guilty saying that. It's just how I feel sometimes.

 

[Neverthesame]

Or get a parrot, then train it to say. "SHUTUP DOG!!" over and over. :sneaky:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

:roflmao::roflmao::roflmao:

 

[Ronin]

Or train the parrot to say Shut up, Mom/Dad...

Then say a parrot did it and you have no idea what that stupid pet is doing.

 

[Anrish]

Stupid drivers.

And even more stupid lawyers - who treat me like I'm dumb...:mad:

 

[Ronin]

Politics.

And a giant headache I'm developing.

 

[Ronin]

And even more stupid lawyers

Dear, them guys lawyers, it's like dat half of the profession's education, that attitude.

Not personal, is all I'm saying. Stay smart & stay assertive, it'll derail their bullshit with time. Don't move from your position & stay cold headed about it, to their faces.

 

[Ronin]

Bureaucratic nonsense.

I need to figure emotional shield against it like three years ago, as breaking me further with stress, it just f*cking won't do & no, regulations and stupidity, /you/ f*ck off, the smarter side stays, and that's not you.

 

[Gs172003]

Nasty hateful people.

 

[Glo809]

A NOTE ON A CLIPBOARD...

Said that route 2 needs to empty the van at the end of the run.

Now, I am a full time driver and I have a counterpart, I assume this note was left for him, but I got it..... And I went red hot the instant when I read the note.

It ruined my shift as I kept dwelling on it.

When I got back in I made sure every thing was done to protocol and asked for a counter signature to acknowledge that I had done my job properly.

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[Anrish]

My chief again - for treating me like...trash! Yes, just don't allow me to visit certain seminars because you fear I could move to another department - they would also take me without them...but hey?!