Heather
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Being so reactive...losing my temper and yelling at the wrong people.
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What Bad Shit Have You Done - Daily, As it Comes To You, Your Past, Lets Be Honest
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UnKnown-Self
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@Heather
That is possibly being in an emotional flashback. I often inappropriately to a situation because I am tapping into some one from a different time.
That is possibly being in an emotional flashback. I often inappropriately to a situation because I am tapping into some one from a different time.
Lionheart
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I have been self-medicating with cannabis for 42 years and I do not plan to stop.:ninja:
As a matter of fact I am going to seek out cannabis oil to vape for my COPD and PTSD. It is illegal where I live so I guess this makes me a bad person, but I am going to do it anyways.:confused: (tho perhaps I will move out of state).
good point I should make is I am totally honest with my doctors and therapists about my chosen form of "medicine" and they do not protest, rather they choose to remain mostly silent...however, I told one psyche doc that I use and she said, "Well who doesn't?" lol:p
so there ya go, there's my "shame" and my game.
As a matter of fact I am going to seek out cannabis oil to vape for my COPD and PTSD. It is illegal where I live so I guess this makes me a bad person, but I am going to do it anyways.:confused: (tho perhaps I will move out of state).
good point I should make is I am totally honest with my doctors and therapists about my chosen form of "medicine" and they do not protest, rather they choose to remain mostly silent...however, I told one psyche doc that I use and she said, "Well who doesn't?" lol:p
so there ya go, there's my "shame" and my game.
Ironlady
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Tonight I drank...
UnKnown-Self
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I spent $180.00 at Michael's Crafts and everything was on sale.
Heather
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Downstairs neighbor is being a pill and every time I leave the house she has a big stuffed bear by the door and I punch it in the nose
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Ironlady
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Hugs.
FauxLiz
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I really wouldn't know where to start.
Started drinking alcohol with the help of my uncle at age 12 (he bought me a 4 pk of wine coolers and a 12 pack of beer and told me the first time I get drunk should be with family).
At a party in high school let the same uncle pay the entry fee for me to enter a wet t-shirt contest. I won because I was so drunk I was the only entrant willing to take my shirt off to win.
Got so drunk my senior year of high school I passed out in my car at the party and my friends had to drive me the 40 min home and failed as sneaking me into the house.
Two months later pissed at myself for letting an ex rape me at gun point I got so drunk I got raped again and then drove myself home. Almost died as I rolled my car end over end twice when I left the road and was found several hours later.
Drank my way out of the honors program, all my scholarships and almost out of school my first semester having received a 1.9 GPA that semester.
Drank my way out of school eventually a few years later and used to bet the guys from the local military base that I could do more shots of tequila then them to raise the money to pay my rent every month.
Cheated on my abusive ex with one of his co-workers to try and get him to leave me.
Stole my mother's pain meds while at my parents so that I could numb out and deal with her funeral, figured she didn't need them anymore.
Guess that's enough purging for now.
Started drinking alcohol with the help of my uncle at age 12 (he bought me a 4 pk of wine coolers and a 12 pack of beer and told me the first time I get drunk should be with family).
At a party in high school let the same uncle pay the entry fee for me to enter a wet t-shirt contest. I won because I was so drunk I was the only entrant willing to take my shirt off to win.
Got so drunk my senior year of high school I passed out in my car at the party and my friends had to drive me the 40 min home and failed as sneaking me into the house.
Two months later pissed at myself for letting an ex rape me at gun point I got so drunk I got raped again and then drove myself home. Almost died as I rolled my car end over end twice when I left the road and was found several hours later.
Drank my way out of the honors program, all my scholarships and almost out of school my first semester having received a 1.9 GPA that semester.
Drank my way out of school eventually a few years later and used to bet the guys from the local military base that I could do more shots of tequila then them to raise the money to pay my rent every month.
Cheated on my abusive ex with one of his co-workers to try and get him to leave me.
Stole my mother's pain meds while at my parents so that I could numb out and deal with her funeral, figured she didn't need them anymore.
Guess that's enough purging for now.
Enkiduthewildman
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Crushed, dissolved and shot up my ambien. At work. I was a paramedic
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