I Can't Take This Feeling Anymore...

[Jeffrey Visser]

Don't worry about English not being your first language. :) I understood you loud and clear. I'v...

thank you for the information and the nice comments it means alot to me from everybody that is really nice here!

 

[Jeffrey Visser]

We each have to find out what works for us @Jeffrey Visser - there are a lot of peop...

thank you for the support i will do my best not to give in

 

[AlohaDreaming]

thank you for the information and the nice comments it means alot to me from everybody that is r...

You're very welcome! I wish I'd learned more Dutch. :) I have a few close friends in the Netherlands.

 

[Jeffrey Visser]

You're very welcome! I wish I'd learned more Dutch. :) I have a few close friends in the Netherl...

haha i heard it is a very difficult language to learn for outsiders and we are just a small country x)

 

[AlohaDreaming]

haha i heard it is a very difficult language to learn for outsiders and we are just a small coun...

It is! But a beautiful country! I was learning Norwegian at the time, when they tried to teach me Dutch. lol I told them one confusing language was enough!

 

[Jeffrey Visser]

It is! But a beautiful country! I was learning Norwegian at the time, when they tried to teach m...

haha i get that in holland we learn dutch german france and english...

 

[AlohaDreaming]

haha i get that in holland we learn dutch german france and english...

Yes!

Feeling better today?

 

[Jeffrey Visser]

Yes!

Feeling better today?

no not really woke up really badly because of nightmare flashbacks from the past... it ruins my howl day right now... still thinking what to do... after this one and a half week when they gna fired me..

 

[AlohaDreaming]

no not really woke up really badly because of nightmare flashbacks from the past... it ruins my...

Have you talked to them about what's going on?

 

[Jeffrey Visser]

Yes!

Feeling better today?

how are u doing tho?

Have you talked to them about what's going on?

yes i have many times but im a sailor and our ship gets rented by shell for gasoil and they dont allow "people like me" on their ships for high risks...

 

[AlohaDreaming]

That's terrible....they have laws here that protect us from that. :(

 

[Jeffrey Visser]

That's terrible....they have laws here that protect us from that. :(

well yea i do kinda understand it but its one hell of a slap in my face i was already insecure about myself now its even worser... i just feel like i let everybody down my family, my friends who i dont speak anymore... it feels like hell in my head and my body is full of stress everyday... the dreams about suicide becomes realer and realer and realer... :(:(:(:(:(