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[Gs172003]

I'll just put this here.

Anybody else hate even SAYING they have this.. Thing? It makes me feel guilty and I can't hardly say it outside of here.

 

[Glo809]

Greetings

Depending where I am, I can't shut up about it.

And I am an introvert.

But that's me, the major points in my life are decades old, but there are new ones like the one that sent me here.

Your situation is unique to you, so is your comfort level in talking about it.

Best wishes, G

 

[Gs172003]

Greetings

Depending where I am, I can't shut up about it.

And I am an introvert.

But that's me, the m...

What I mean is having what brought us here. PTSD. It pains me to say it.

As far as talking about what brought me here? ...hasn't happened

 

[Glo809]

What brought me here was a near head on, it took a few days but that event, let loose memories that I had locked nice and tite.

I went to company eap program and here I am.

I am a Coast Guard vet and have a wealth of history being in harm's way.

There are the other secrets however that are not public, those too will see daylight sometime in the future (like when they are dead) and I can speak freely.

G

 

[Gs172003]

Sorry I'm not being clear at all. I'm tired lol

I hate saying I have PTSD. It bothers me. It makes me feel like a failure, like a big baby, etc etc etc. And he'll things could have been waaay worse. So then I feel like an idiot.
.that's what I mean.

 

[Glo809]

Sorry I'm not being clear at all. I'm tired lol

I hate saying I have PTSD. It bothers me. It makes me...

Don't let this forum stop you from getting help, when you want to speak of your journey, you will.....

G

 

[Glo809]

We all will still be here...

 

[Missycat]

I hadnt really thought about how i feel about having ptsd until now and when i do think about it i realise i never use 'the word' or actually talk about it , outside of the forum. Even with my T!
With my T and partner the focus is on me getting well and facing what actually caused it.

 

[Friday]

When I'm doing well, I have no problem with it.

When I'm doing badly? Bwaaaaahahahaha. :roflmao: Admit weakness? Me??? Nooooooooooooo. >.< Not exactly helpful. When, you know, one is trying to GET help. Drives me spare. I have Pzzzzzt. Zzz. Z.z.zz. ZzzzT. PTzzzzz ...I'm fine.

:banghead:

I did offer my therapist the option of drilling a hole in my head so he could look at the pictures I was thinking, while doing my Bee-Impersonation Stuttering Iron Jaw Not Gonna Talk About If DAMMIT. Mouth! All your words are belong to us. Use. Your. Words. (No.) gah. So freaking frustrating.

 

[Missycat]

@Friday lol :roflmao: you have such a way with words lol

 

[sun seeker]

And he'll things could have been waaay worse.

Who is "he?" Does his opinion matter?

 

[Gs172003]

Who is "he?" Does his opinion matter?

Ooops freaking spell check. Hell...not he'll hahah