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Hi guys, I just joined today. Haven't intro'd myself yet because I think even briefly touching on my background and cptsd diagnosis will trigger a dissociative state and I have a lot to do today. Midterms. And dissociation happens to me a lot.
It happens with kind of a migraine aura. Everything starts swirling, even sounds. Depth perception gets all weird like a fake 3D Theater effect. Nausea, trembling, vertigo...I'm sure you guys know what I mean.
I'm in EMDR therapy right now and one of the side effects is temporary increase of flashbacks. It's midterms right now and I've already received an extension for both of my classes and still having a hard time. I can't plan for dissociative episodes or control how long they last, and I'm so tired of being the "problem student".
I've dropped out of multiple semesters. It's costly in more ways than one. I need accommodations for my legal disability, but the school has a policy that only offers accodomations that don't meet the needs of my disability. I don't need extended test taking time, a note-taker, or to record lectures. That's not what I struggle with. I struggle with the black hole of dissociative episodes and flashbacks warping the flow of time. Problem is, I don't have any useful suggestions as to what a reasonable accommodation for me would look like--assuming they'd be flexible enough to accept suggestions.
I have appointments with my private therapist and the campus counselor coming up and I'd like to see if they have any ideas, but the campus counselor actively tempered my expectations by mentioning it might be a matter of policy to only offer their limited accommodations listed.
Does anyone have any insight on whether the school is obligated to meet my needs even if that means developing new accommodations for cptsd? What would a reasonable accommodation for this specific set of struggles look like?
It happens with kind of a migraine aura. Everything starts swirling, even sounds. Depth perception gets all weird like a fake 3D Theater effect. Nausea, trembling, vertigo...I'm sure you guys know what I mean.
I'm in EMDR therapy right now and one of the side effects is temporary increase of flashbacks. It's midterms right now and I've already received an extension for both of my classes and still having a hard time. I can't plan for dissociative episodes or control how long they last, and I'm so tired of being the "problem student".
I've dropped out of multiple semesters. It's costly in more ways than one. I need accommodations for my legal disability, but the school has a policy that only offers accodomations that don't meet the needs of my disability. I don't need extended test taking time, a note-taker, or to record lectures. That's not what I struggle with. I struggle with the black hole of dissociative episodes and flashbacks warping the flow of time. Problem is, I don't have any useful suggestions as to what a reasonable accommodation for me would look like--assuming they'd be flexible enough to accept suggestions.
I have appointments with my private therapist and the campus counselor coming up and I'd like to see if they have any ideas, but the campus counselor actively tempered my expectations by mentioning it might be a matter of policy to only offer their limited accommodations listed.
Does anyone have any insight on whether the school is obligated to meet my needs even if that means developing new accommodations for cptsd? What would a reasonable accommodation for this specific set of struggles look like?