Please Pray For Me

[Deleted member 38644]

I know who to write concerning this controlling. Under legal confidentiality reasons I can't do anything right now. He took all the food out the fridge and freezer. I walk around with headphones iny ears all the time counting down till the day I walk out and be gone. He screams abiut the hot water tank. I have to take a bath around 2 a.m. or 3a.m. risk of the hot water being turned off. he says he turn on the hot water tank to take a bath but he doesn't. He hate taking a bath. Finishing up my days being in this house hurts me.

 

[Deleted member 38644]

Read my other posts if you are confused I'm just tired

 

[Suzetig]

@Lauren Taylor i wonder if starting a trauma diary might help you to think through what's happening for you and would also keep your thoughts and experiences in one place so people didn't need to keep searching your posts to find out what's happening and how best to support you?

I don't have time just now to look for what's been going on with but I'm concerned you have no food.

 

[Deleted member 38644]

I have cereal at the back of my truck it's no problem. Im just tired of this all but I'll be gone very soon probably sooner than I think because of this moving forward. things been looking up great it's just this part im ready to get over with. My clothes are still packed I leave out next week. Im ready to talk with a therapist but I'm skeptical because I'm fearful they gone breach confidentiality. Medication can be paid for and visit. Im ready to fly the hell away and forget this family existed. Im glad this is almost over. Your own father...saying father hurts because you know he's going to face reality soon. In home treatment care programs is what I chosen.

@Lauren Taylor i wonder if starting a trauma diary might help you to think through w...

 

[Deleted member 38644]

I only done one because it's only one per member from what I understand. I really love to write in the diaries

@Lauren Taylor i wonder if starting a trauma diary might help you to think through w...

 

[digger]

I only done one because it's only one per member from what I understand.

The way the diaries work is that you continue to write it within that one thread. You are only allowed one thread within that diary forum, but you can add to it as much and as often as you want to.

 

[Deleted member 38644]

Oooo ok now I get it

The way the diaries work is that you continue to write it within that one thread. You are only allowed o...