It is surprising, when one has children at home the situation is so much more difficult. After all a good parent always wants to be there for the children.
I can understand that a patient does not want to be referred to an institution........ I would not either. I have learned within the last couple of weeks what can go on in such institutions and after a total stranger attempted to force his opinions on me I am shocked as to now know what some of these so called doctors are capable of. So shocking is all of this information that my brain is smashed into pieces. When one finds out about the real truth and one also has PTSD then it is excruciating to digest this information.
The devil can live anywhere and when one realizes that abuse can very well happen in such institutions then one really begins to understand how easily a PTSD victim can be abused and if a doctor like that abuses a victim within an institution like that, often physically and mentally, then there is absolutely no hope for that victim. Because once a doctor abuses like that and is also the very same person that gives a final diagnosis on such a patient he or she can give a patient like that a death penalty.
Like I said, I am in such total shock over all of this information that my thinking has slowed into a crawl and the mental fog is unbelievable.
Likewise, many other so called professionals have attempted to do that to me before, mainly to get the one person that spoke the truth away from the scene of the crime.
And it also made me understand what my ex attempted to do, the emphasis is always on the word attempt, because that is what all of such abusers have done, they have only gotten to the attempt to hurt me in such ways. I have always pulled my head out of the sling before they got close to me, but still it is a very traumatic experience nevertheless.
I am soooo sorry that the doctor would even use the word snap out of it because that speaks of his incapability to understand that when a person is already in shock that shock therapy might hurt more than help.
I don't know but it seems that is one order given in concentration camps where jews had to snap out of it too, there seems to be such a correlation with torture chambers and such institutions.
I am resorting to You Tube for many of my in home treatments, EMDR is offered there, PTSD grounding methods are offered on U Tube, as well as many other PTSD sufferers have recorded their own experiences there. Serotonin Release audio tapes are offered on there.
You see, what a victim learns is this: a predator (and that includes some doctors) seem to think that they have the final authority in a patient's life, and that can be detrimental to a patient. It is similar to a doctor that attempted to make me believe that a disease of mine he can not treat is therefore untreatable. But then I conduct my own research and voila....
A predator will tear into your very being, rip you apart, similar to a hyena, lion, wolf, and then proclaim that you have a problem there is no fix for.
A predator is counting on the hope that if he or she is done tearing into the victim that the victim will give up herself or himself. And there are many that specialize in such torture tactics.
Don't give up on yourself and your beautiful children, in such a situation you have to exclude everyone else and only do what you think is right. Try the self treatments on You Tube,they help me......
Trust yourself, believe yourself, and please don't give up hope, even if others do that to you that does not mean that you have to do the same thing. The power of a bad doctor is detrimental and then the patient not only has to heal from the ailment that is already present, but also has to heal from the abuse a so called professional has administered.
