5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tinyflame]

1. Extremely bad news at work, CEO and only person legitimately fighting to not privatize (in my estimation) has ('been') resigned. :arghh;:arghh;:arghh;:arghh;:arghh;
2. People talking why health care tranfer payment from Feds not being accepted- 'because it's designated for public use only- nothing involving privatization'.
3. I remember a moment of trust lost. Different than the fear that comes from trying for ever to build trust, rather it is based on fact.

 

[Chiqui]

I have sold some of my artwork today, so that is good :happy:
The empowerent women meeting was a bullshit. I stayed ten minutes!! They don't hve a programm for empowering, getting good jobs and money but used meditation (hypnosis) in order to keep them silent and quiet. The «happy pill» Organized by the Council!!! Sumision, sumision and sumison. I left angry but it is not my plate to re arrange the World anymore :dead:
Ciathyic pain is back :confused:

 

[Ronin]

@MariaY, happy for your sold art & cheers on more success :)
So sorry they were all about submission & nothing of constructivity. And for the sciatic pain ;/

2. At least the hurtful bits would look hilarious somewhere, though. In a Tarantino movie. But nope, I barely rewrote Traveling Trauma stories in my head, and not quite, I'm not ready. <looks at pens> ... But my pen is.
3. One of those days, the bills will get set on fire instead of stressed over.
4. Quite many thoughts & quite many more griefs. Not today. Hiding in Friday's pockets, Lola's backpacks, and sniping down the Watchmen.
5. S.T. & faith. My south is good for someone else's north, and sometimes it's really just where you're standing. Going to sleep.

 

[Muttly]

1. You guys, all you 5 thinkers, are so great and supportive. I really appreciate this thread
2. Can't believe I slept so much.
3. Going to take my dog for a walk while the day is still just starting and all magical
4. DID is so weird. one of us is super edgy and another of us is super depressed. Hard to balance between them
5. Maybe those others inside can go to therapy and I can stay home and just play with my dogs :eek:

 

[Muttly]

@MariaY congrats on selling some of your artwork

@Ronin I have some pockets you can hide in too, if you want

 

[Chiqui]

@Ronin , @Muttly !!! Thanks for your congrats about my selling thing. I need to feel «normal» about it. So much related with my trauma and abuse. I am getting better on it, I think.
@Ronin , you are a great English teacher for me ;). The sciatic pain its better today and submission is with b and double s :hug:
I feel sorry about us in terms on how difficult is to stay peaceful and balance inside, anchored...I will bring down rhe moon for it (poethic mood)
Today is too fresh almost cold...:eek: what a ball...my body temperature is confused, same am I.
I definetly need a siesta today...my «in laws» just arrived and that is no good for my nervs...
Hugs to all of you, bunch of the 5 Things. Love to know about how you are doing :inlove:

 

[Ronin]

@Ronin I have some pockets you can hide in too, if you want

Totally. :inlove::hug: The more hideouts, the better. Sounds a grand time and thank you.

 

[Anrish]

1. @MariaY Congrulations for selling your artwork! That's fantastic! :laugh:
2. Hugs to @C j @TreeHugger @expectingbetter @Ronin @Junebug @Recovery4Me @CrowFeather @ladee @Naoru @RavenGirl @Rain :hug::hug::hug:
3. Alone until Sunday evening. Doesn't feel too bad. Fever is in control.
4. Housework done, learning left.
5. I have to focus - too much at once doesn't work out.

 

[jaccat]

Grief sucks.
Okay I mistyped that as Grieg sucks. Grieg doesn't suck. I like his music.
I'm not one to complain the minute the sun disappears, but this is a proper autum gale- in June.
Two days after my T session I'm still freaked out by the way my T smiled.
Cheering myself up with a good book and Yorkshire puddings.

 

[Anrish]

Grieg doesn't suck. I like his music.

:roflmao::hilarious: Typos are sometimes sooo weird...:hug:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@Anrish :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
Stocked up finally. I am going to make the food last longer this time.:sorry:
Have to live within my means and sometimes it is so hard.:dpressed:
In great pain this morning, the mental kind, waiting for a lift of my spirits once again:speechless:
Doing a lot of feeling my feelings and journaling today.:inpain:

 

[Chiqui]

@MariaY Congrulations for selling your artwork! That's fantastic!

Ohhhhh, thank you very much @Anrish :)
And agree, too much at once doesn't work. One thing at the time :hug: