5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 29920]

!. OMG I'm so tired
2. OMG I'm so hungry
3. Just OMG
4. :dpressed:
5. :blackeye:

 

[Ironlady]

1. Make plans but don't make promises you can't keep.
2. Create smaller steps for movement on days your legs feel like lead.
3. I want to fix something good for supper but may have to wait for tomorrow when rested.
4. Can't wait to see my son tomorrow! I've missed that lil dooood!
5. Thankful for my job and thankful I like it here.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@jaccat There are many miraculous stories of fur babies being reunited after an $);:/*%#{| :cautious: mishap. I am praying for recovery of dog with an opened heart.:hug:

My brother found his cat after one month....the stepson accidentally :meh: ... animals are resourceful.

3. @C j Have you eaten yet? :hug: Was it tasty?

4. I am ready to have a regular night's sleep whenever my PTSD symptoms let me.:banghead:
5. I am glad that I wear glasses that tint with the sun as it helps to hide the circles.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

3. @C j Have you eaten yet? :hug: Was it tasty?

Yeah, I've basically eaten all food in sight! :P:hug:

 

[Heather]

Chemistry....why? Why?

Starting to study...this crap is hard/overwhelming

Need to get on with packing

New apartment? I'm not rushing into anything.

There's too much going on

 

[Anrish]

1. Moved, shaken, confident and shocked by a song about the violent mobs at G20 and extremism in general.
2. Breakfast, washing car afterwards.
3. Cleo will return today.
4. I finally know the "Raven Ballad" by heart - only singing to practise.
5. Yves is gone. He's too kind for me. Ture is my present.

 

[Ronin]

1. Trying to remember everything I was told today.
2. Okay, more food, even if I don't feel deserving of it.
3. I should really take a pause. Except that'd require whole us more anchored in the present.
4. But some basicos are getting established, again. Such as history being real.
5. QED f*cking languages. :facepalm: Gee, yeah, I was tempted to respond 'I didn't know I speak it either', but that automatic reaction broke the fog fast. There for think before you speak, self. :banghead: Anyway, it don't matter, them good people, silence not the rule.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Hoping & praying for the pup and you @jaccat .:hug::hug::hug:
2. Was hood winked I think to respond to a text, it said 'I'm running late be there shortly!', but then I think he texted me 9 times when I replied saying wrong person, and then 6 more, almost all demanding 'y or n?'. I should have known, because it was signed with a name- you don't do that texting (expecting other person, you don't keep signing, I don't usually sign at all). :( They continued more after I said 'no' last night. About 20+ msgs I guess. I can't store them as running out of memory, been using phone to store words that keep me going.
3. Reaching out to try to get help feels as bad an option as death. :( I expect no help that will be way worse.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. :(
2. that's all I got
3. No...that's not true....
4. It made me so so happy that my favourite seagull sat with me for 3 hours this afternoon when I wasn't feeling ok..
5. Then I cried a lot because my life is so different now.......and I want things to be all better again :cry:
6. Animals are super awesome.

 

[Ronin]

1. There's no rational reason anything of the past year should return. FFS calm down already.
2. So what else to f*cking mind. Locks, places, cell numbers, support network, ???, can't brain.
3. f*cking hate this insecurity with cyclical f*cking abuse&.
4. & Letter To Pendejo, f*ck you for shaming me for anniversary reactions /too/. Nevermind, I'm not gonna think of all the bullshit you said, you were the prick trying to get me to kill myself because I didn't want to go with your controlling nonsense. Self, check. Back to reality. Back to the /f*cking ground./
5. ... right, that's the thing I forgot in that list. So f*cking out of shape. (Back to the f*cking ground I have your back. -R.K.)

 

[Deleted member 29920]

7. Omg, you are one helluva awesome bird, sitting with me at 1040pm when I feel so down and ill, I don't know whether to laugh or cry, you sure are unique, wish I could hug you :inlove::cry::inlove::cry::chicken:

 

[Ironlady]

Quit second guessing your talent and that you don't have what it takes.
Did more doing than speaking today and what I did spoke more than words could have. Glad I could do that today.
big circles of people are ok for artshows but I prefer small circles and smaller circles and little dots of people better. Much safer. Much better.
Not everyone deserves my time especially ones who are uncaring, harsh, completely narcissistic and only looking out for their wants and needs. So I'm going to be more careful. not everyone who smiles is bad but not everyone who smiles is good either. Remember this at work tomorrow when he shows up. Like he always does. :shifty:
Soft blankets tonight. I want soft pillows and blankets and lots of room at the side of the bed.