I'm not so much a visual artist, although I was more of one as a youngster and then trauma overload and a discouraging art teacher had me give up on it for the most part. I have enjoyed doodling and the odd attempt but I wasn't very happy with my end products. I am going to learn zentangling though, awaiting a book I saw advertised on this site. Soon to buy some supplies and then I'm on my way.
I have done a lot of performance art though, mostly singing, dancing, some drumming, and other percussion and a little theatre.
I also love to write, songs and.poems mostly. Here's one I wrote not long after joining this site, when my main support person was away,.I left my phone somewhere and I did some writing and composing just to cope.
Healer heal thyself, they say
and some say nay to this
Come what may, I'll rue the day
That I don't follow this
I started out a trauma victim
from a very young age
Beside myself, I lived without
To flee, I accessed rage
I crawled across the raging sea
The blinding grass
This failing me
I cried, I could not see
a way out
I contemplated suicide
I nearly died
I dived right in
A relationship carried me
to Rocky shores
I wasn't sure, I wasn't well
but I did love indeed
I dived, i swam, i circled round
I found that i could swim
I flit, i slipped
Did I fit?
I really didn't know
I ripped, I tore
I trembled true
I harvested what I'd sown
I was shown the light, I'd say
An All Pervading Peace
A power,
A proposal
A pervasive Presence
A collective way right through ...
the maya, mayhem, malarkey, malice and millieu ...
that messes,
mindf*cks mightily,
malligning Matrix Mu
Can You see? Can you?
Can You Love what's true?
Can You treat and seat the sight that sees and frees?
Not fights, but rights wrongs, radically?
Redressing lessening longing,
bringing belonging back
This track is tried and true but new
It's me and you!
Tooroo!
Written by me, 1/10/17