This is so dumb

[Gs172003]

One thing to keep in mind, is that in addition to the physical act of taking pills being super stressful...

I'm blessed in that I don't have any pain just the pee issue ( thank God) but yeah. I'll be glad when all this is over this is alot harder than it should be.

 

[Gs172003]

I'm am sitting here crying over a damn antibiotic pill that I have taken three times before. Somebody make it stop.

 

[Cyberluddite]

@Zoogal ... I'm a bit late to the thread, but wanted to let you know you're not crazy or stupid. What you're experiencing is part of negative conditioning ("I was planning to leave, but then I was put on a drug and I stopped...").

Three decades of being medically forced into consent, and years later I'm still wary. So no, you're not crazy and you're not stupid -- you're just mindful of what happened and not wanting to risk endangering yourself like that again.

Your health is a team effort, but in the end you're the decider. And part of being the decider is asking questions people don't always like answering honestly (or honestly advising they don't have the answer), while doing your own research. This is a difficult lesson to work with, but a lot of people would be in far worse situations if they didn't listen to the voice in the back of their heads.

And it sounds like you're starting to hear it too. It's alright. What happened, happened... but today is a new day, clean slate, and you're still the decider.

How do you want to pursue this goal for success, Captain? :hug:

 

[Gs172003]

@Zoogal ... I'm a bit late to the thread, but wanted to let you know you're not...

Thank you.

And I'm getting my self back until counseling.

 

[Gs172003]

I sent this to my counselor to read so I don't have to explain it. I feel silly enough as it is. I hope that's ok

 

[Cyberluddite]

I sent this to my counselor to read so I don't have to explain it. I feel silly enough as it is. I hope...

That's why we pay them the big bucks. ;) Safe journey, we'll have coffee ready for ya when you return.

 

[Gs172003]

That's why we pay them the big bucks. ;) Safe journey, we'll have coffee ready for ya when you r...

Thanks. My appointment is on Monday. Slightly broke right now.

 

[Gs172003]

I took my second dose for today. I cried beforehand but im doing ok now. Thanks yall

 

[Friday]

:facepalm:

Bit of a practical addendum...

You know antibiotics come in liquid form, too, right?

If pills are an issue maybe go after that with vitamins, etc., on your own clock and just have your doc rewrite the script for oral suspension? (I double checked, Nitrofurantoin does come in one)

 

[Gs172003]

:facepalm:

Bit of a practical addendum...

You know antibiotics come in liquid form, too, right?

If pi...

Today is my last day for them. So far it doesn't seem like they are working. What should I do now?
Something that struck me last night...I think another problem I'm having with this is that this whole thing involves my nether regions. I'm constantly thinking about my crotch. Throw in those danged pills and....Well, there ya go.