The journey begins ... or continues ... articulating the rollercoaster that is my life

[mumstheword]

:hug:
Here with you.

Thanks @somerandomguy :-):hug: I really appreciate it.

 

[Juso]

Argh, all that rage, and all that pain. I probably cannot imagine the amount of frustration you are feeling right know because you have suffered from this illness way longer than I had to yet, and I already am very tired of it. Wish I could make you some tea, cook you some good food and give you one big hug to comfort the little one in you.
I am very angry at your mother for leaving you alone in this after you courageously opened up about feeling like she doesn't care about you, her child. How can she not answer this cry for help. You are in a hospital. You are being treated for something she is partly responsible for. She is not in any way acknowledging the horror you are feeling right now. This must be so very painful. I want to pick little mums up from the floor where she is grieving and tell her its going to be okay.
Please don't feel alone in this. We are here and we understand.

 

[mumstheword]

Argh, all that rage, and all that pain. I probably cannot imagine the amount of frustration you are feelin...

Aaaaaah :cry::hug::hug: ya got me cryin' Juso! So much kindness and understanding! Love you girl!

 

[ILoveLife]

:hug:

 

[Freida]

How can she not answer this cry for help. You are in a hospital. You are being treated for something she is partly responsible for. She is not in any way acknowledging the horror you are feeling right now. This must be so very painful. I want to pick little mums up from the floor where she is grieving and tell her its going to be okay.

This!!! This!!! 1000 times this!

 

[Swift]

You are being treated for something she is partly responsible for.

^^^^This.

I'm so so sorry. Trauma™ - the gift that keeps on giving.

Although... I'm kinda glad you're angry about this rather than resigned or desperate. Can anyone at the hospital help you with housing?

And... your mum is a bloody nightmare. I'm so proud of you not being like that with your own kids.

Much love and support.

 

[Juso]

@mumstheword I love you too!!!

So much kindness and understanding!

You reap what you sow!:hug:

 

[Swift]

Hey. Sending much love and hugs and support.
You're an awesome chick mums, I'm so honoured to know you.
This hospital gig sounds hard as balls.
You have an amazing soul, amazing spirit, a kickass sense of humour and a beautiful heart.
We're here for you.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

:hug: (((Sweet Mums))):hug:
I am sending you my love and prayers while you are working SO HARD on your healing! REALLY happy to read that your Honey is making progress on clearing things out!!!:tup:

I am getting caught up on your Diary cuz I have been stuck...really stuck. But reading about your journey gives me SO much hope! If YOU can do what YOU are doing then I can find that strength in ME! THANK YOU for being an inspiration to my heart!!!

(((BIG hugs to "little Mums"))) YOU ROCK (even though you don't know it) :hug::inlove::hug:

 

[mumstheword]

THANK YOU! To all the sweethearts cheering me on and supporting me! I'll address more later, but for now I want to share I peice I wrote on the topic, last week.

Identity and Sense of Self

Developing a Sense of Self

 

[Swift]

The link isn't working for me, but I'm sure it's great.
Here with you.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Dropping by to give you :inlove::inlove::inlove: and :hug::hug::hug:
Keep up the GOOD work!!!
You are VERY LOVED!!!