5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Teasel]

Friday
Underwear related injuries
Flip flops that make obscene noises when you walk
The stress of leaving things to the last minute
Thirsty

 

[Ronin]

1) Elysian Fields / Miles
2) :bag:
3) Speaking of bags, bags
4) IDK why we dont just call it off
5) at least Glasses f*cked off, I can finally have my Fiine ptsd meltdown
6) (Same injury, so different person, so that subsequent week was BS & not my wrong reasoning either)

 

[HealingInProcess]

1. All those people suffering in silence
2. Where da real people at? Not speaking about this board.
3. It's not good to be a little duck in a lake by yourself when there's an alligator nearby. Get out of the lake duck.
4. I am not suffering like the martyrs are therefore I'm not a real Christian.

 

[HealingInProcess]

1. All those people suffering in silence
2. Where da real people at? Not speaking about this board.
3. It's not good to be a little duck in a lake by yourself when there's an alligator nearby. Get out of the lake duck.
4. I am not suffering like the martyrs are therefore I'm not a real Christian.

One more. Whatever happened to the comedian Sinbad?

 

[Ronin]

I am not suffering like the martyrs are therefore I'm not a real Christian.

... at least some of them, the early ones, were not really asking for that suffering. They had it imposed on them by persecuting governments.

The later ones? Used that example to boost morale of people who knew they would be hurt for their stances, too. So, again, not something they would choose if the outside conditions & restrictions were not what they were.

What Jesus did is said to be *exception*, aka the self sacrifice is not meant to be the rule.
The life in his example, is what is to be followed.
Life, not death.

If encountered with something asking suffering/sacrifice of you, still check the agenda.
Just because it is historical agenda and bollocks entrenched in faith does not make it an agenda less.

 

[ChildofGod]

I took a nap and had a pleasant dream.
It showed me that I am safe.
It feels wonderful to cut out toxic people out of my life.
The human spirit is strong and resilient.
I accept what I went through, I am no longer fighting it tooth and nail.

 

[intothelight]

I suck at evaluating a person's character especially those I "think" I know.
Have to learn to handle betrayal as it is becoming a very common picture in my life.
Vulnerability is bullshit.
Doing what I do best, turn inward and turn off the outside shit before the explosion happens.
Cull the crap from my life and move on and do it ALONE.

 

[NatBird]

It feels good to be in deep processing (for today)

They are laughing at me

She thinks I'm an idiot

I have been lazy

Oh well, this is my life!

 

[NatBird]

Isn't this amazing, I am doing it, I am living one of my dreams

I need to sort my finances

Why am I always in flucking rush

I am tired

Maybe I am coming out of another layer of denial

 

[ChildofGod]

Every time I feel angry, I think of compassion for myself. (My PTSD rage and anger are at high levels again)

If you have one or two close friends then you are very lucky.

I hope that everyone who comes here will be helped in some way.

I think the younger child in me is starting to feel less shy.

I'm excellent at Wheel of Fortune and even way better at Jeopardy. I am usually faster with the correct response.

 

[Muttly]

1 f*ck everything
2 Don't mind me, just having a moment
3 I wish I could think but my head is all buzzy
4 I got a lot done the last few days. That's nice
5 this weather feels like the SE. what the heck?
6 all the animals are mellow, that's nice

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Some concepts bounce off my head like tennis balls. :( I believe the concept is true; I think it's true for others; I absolutely don't believe it is true for myself.
2. I don't see how value applies when you are, have and do nothing of value, in a world where everyone knows that's the definition, and reinforces it innately. If it's not so, why is it the innate go-to?