I realized this week that I think sexual intimacy is a trigger for me. I feel ashamed of it because I feel like I need to be able to perform and make others happy, but I just can't do it. Every time I've had an opportunity, I've been too scared. I wish I wasn't so weird about it, but I can't imagine not feeling gross and on-edge during an intimate experience.
Does anyone (who is comfortable saying) experience something similar? I don't know how to stop being ashamed of this.
Does anyone (who is comfortable saying) experience something similar? I don't know how to stop being ashamed of this.